I'm not sure where to apply, or if I am even a possible applicant (3.2 gpa is hardly praise-worthy).
I'm also unsure if I want to continue with philosophy.
It doesn't help that I am not interested in becoming a tenured professor; I don't want to teach - I want to write. Applied ethics is my area of choice, and I'm just completely unsure of what route to take now.
I've heard that if you take about four years off and then apply for grad school, your chances of getting in are better because they state in the system that you are a "student of special circumstances"; I guess being a non-traditional student at that point is somehow more attractive (I have no idea why). At the same time though, that's four years (i.e. half of the Ph.D process) of potentially not doing anything related to what I want.
I'm not even sure how long I would have to remain in school just to bump up my gpa. Fuck, I don't even have the money for such things. It would be different if I was in a field that was actually lucrative like comp sci, loans wouldn't be a problem then. But I am at the end of my rope loan-WISE. I've paid for all of my schooling by myself, with absolutely no help from anyone else - tangent: FUCK COMMUTING.
I just don't know what the hell to do at this point. If I venture to grad school and fail then it will have been a lot of wasted time with nothing gained. The longer I am out of work, the worse this is going to be too; hypothetically, let's say I am accepted to grad school, but fail out in my fourth year - that means that when I am 28 I will essentially still have had no real (i.e. higher than $8/hr) job experience. I would be completely unmarketable! FUCK
I'm also unsure if I want to continue with philosophy.
It doesn't help that I am not interested in becoming a tenured professor; I don't want to teach - I want to write. Applied ethics is my area of choice, and I'm just completely unsure of what route to take now.
I've heard that if you take about four years off and then apply for grad school, your chances of getting in are better because they state in the system that you are a "student of special circumstances"; I guess being a non-traditional student at that point is somehow more attractive (I have no idea why). At the same time though, that's four years (i.e. half of the Ph.D process) of potentially not doing anything related to what I want.
I'm not even sure how long I would have to remain in school just to bump up my gpa. Fuck, I don't even have the money for such things. It would be different if I was in a field that was actually lucrative like comp sci, loans wouldn't be a problem then. But I am at the end of my rope loan-WISE. I've paid for all of my schooling by myself, with absolutely no help from anyone else - tangent: FUCK COMMUTING.
I just don't know what the hell to do at this point. If I venture to grad school and fail then it will have been a lot of wasted time with nothing gained. The longer I am out of work, the worse this is going to be too; hypothetically, let's say I am accepted to grad school, but fail out in my fourth year - that means that when I am 28 I will essentially still have had no real (i.e. higher than $8/hr) job experience. I would be completely unmarketable! FUCK