The "What Are You Doing This Moment" Thread

[V.V.V.V.V.]

also Fjoergyn sucks.

 

[divine_torture]

Meh. almost died last night. once again i saw an in... there's no smiles left. no delusions of happiness. i failed. period. thanks though. i'd heart ya back if I had some to give.

 

[Belligerent]

^ You alright man? thats some sad stuff...

Currently listening to Nazxul and enjoying it immensely.

 

[Matt]

Whenever I play Highrise I tend to get more deaths than I do any other map because I'll get shot off the scaffolding, miss the jump, or nailed right as I'm climbing up unless I get up there on my first try then I usually go about 18-4 or so.

Using a riot shield with One Man Army and Ninja Pro, then getting right atop the map, throwing down a TI, then going to your sniper outfit makes it much easier to get up there.

I love to kill snipers on that map. Especially in domination. If I get killed once I'll make it my mission to kill you, take your sniper, and then kill you multiple times as you try to snipe me down from there.

 

[mutantllama]

just made a kvlt riff.

 

[Tonka Time]

just made a kvlt riff.

Recently got SONAR 8.5 and am trying to come up wth somthing and piece shit together.

also Fjoergyn sucks.

You wanna take this to the insult thread, buddy?

 

[mutantllama]

Putting some music on my thumb drive for this dude at work.

 

[V.V.V.V.V.]

Meh. almost died last night. once again i saw an in... there's no smiles left. no delusions of happiness. i failed. period. thanks though. i'd heart ya back if I had some to give.

You're still alive, don't change that.

 

[Belligerent]

@DT, listen to the above post

 

[Eligos]

I third the motion.

 

[Tonka Time]

I fourth it.

 

[divine_torture]

I don't feel very alive. Nor am I enjoying the living I've got.

Also, Today is an amazing song, cock-wads who don't like the Pumpkins.

"Pink ribbon scars that never forget
I've tried so hard to cleanse these regrets"

 

[V.V.V.V.V.]

That isn't the point. You're still actually alive, you're posting on a forum, you're doing shit with your life. You're interacting with people who would miss you if you left. I wondered where you were for a couple weeks. So don't play it up like nobody cares about you, biatch. We may be strangers but we're NOT REALLY!!!1111 W'RE FAMLY

 

[divine_torture]

I know people care. Which makes the hole I'm in slightly worse. I spend all day thinking of my child/ex/dying, but if I go I fuck a lot of people off.

 

[V.V.V.V.V.]

Indeed you do. And as far as that line of thinking goes, it should be enough to keep you from giving up. Otherwise I would seek therapy or something. *shrug*

 

[divine_torture]

Well, as always, there's more to the story. I truly am screwed either way. I've been considering therapy, but I doubt it will help. I just need to be able to breathe and stop hurting for just a few minutes and I could get my shit together...actually, it'd only let me relax long enough to keep making this worse. High IQ's=extra hurty insides.

 

[Tonka Time]

Therapy took a bit of the weight off of my shoulders, if nothing else give it a try for the hell of it.

 

[V.V.V.V.V.]

High IQ's=extra hurty insides.

Sorry I laughed at this

You should definitely try therapy. Having someone to just talk to can be useful.

 

[divine_torture]

It was meant to be slightly humorous.

One of the harder parts is that I don't know how to handle this. I've been depressed and down my entire life. I've been through more than just about anyone in a short time; still, this is worse than everything I've ever gone through combined and multiplied by 1,000. I love that fucking bitch so damn much. And my child even more....god damn it. Hard type with ters in eyes. Love in a needle int working anmore either.

 

[cookiecutter]

Today is a good song