The "What Are You Doing This Moment" Thread
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Recently got SONAR 8.5 and am trying to come up wth somthing and piece shit together.
You wanna take this to the insult thread, buddy?
mutantllama
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V.V.V.V.V.
Houses Ov Mercury
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divine_torture
leVel
I don't feel very alive. Nor am I enjoying the living I've got.
Also, Today is an amazing song, cock-wads who don't like the Pumpkins.
"Pink ribbon scars that never forget
I've tried so hard to cleanse these regrets"
Also, Today is an amazing song, cock-wads who don't like the Pumpkins.
"Pink ribbon scars that never forget
I've tried so hard to cleanse these regrets"
V.V.V.V.V.
Houses Ov Mercury
That isn't the point. You're still actually alive, you're posting on a forum, you're doing shit with your life. You're interacting with people who would miss you if you left. I wondered where you were for a couple weeks. So don't play it up like nobody cares about you, biatch. We may be strangers but we're NOT REALLY!!!1111 W'RE FAMLY
divine_torture
leVel
I know people care. Which makes the hole I'm in slightly worse. I spend all day thinking of my child/ex/dying, but if I go I fuck a lot of people off.
V.V.V.V.V.
Houses Ov Mercury
Indeed you do. And as far as that line of thinking goes, it should be enough to keep you from giving up. Otherwise I would seek therapy or something. *shrug*
divine_torture
leVel
Well, as always, there's more to the story. I truly am screwed either way. I've been considering therapy, but I doubt it will help. I just need to be able to breathe and stop hurting for just a few minutes and I could get my shit together...actually, it'd only let me relax long enough to keep making this worse. High IQ's=extra hurty insides.
Therapy took a bit of the weight off of my shoulders, if nothing else give it a try for the hell of it.
V.V.V.V.V.
Houses Ov Mercury
Sorry I laughed at this
You should definitely try therapy. Having someone to just talk to can be useful.
divine_torture
leVel
It was meant to be slightly humorous.
One of the harder parts is that I don't know how to handle this. I've been depressed and down my entire life. I've been through more than just about anyone in a short time; still, this is worse than everything I've ever gone through combined and multiplied by 1,000. I love that fucking bitch so damn much. And my child even more....god damn it. Hard type with ters in eyes. Love in a needle int working anmore either.
One of the harder parts is that I don't know how to handle this. I've been depressed and down my entire life. I've been through more than just about anyone in a short time; still, this is worse than everything I've ever gone through combined and multiplied by 1,000. I love that fucking bitch so damn much. And my child even more....god damn it. Hard type with ters in eyes. Love in a needle int working anmore either.
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panzerfaust666
German Asshole
Researching VIral Marketing and pumping two new songs into Logic.
anyone here study marketing?
@DT: by what you have said today and in the past, I can in NO WAY properly sympathize with you, but I do know how horrible and destrucitve depression can be to a person. you'll get through it somehow.
I find that remembering a time where you had just concurred something massive ,i.e. getting over a depression, or succeeding at something difficult. Remember the feeling that you had while trying to succeed, but often failing. Then remember the feeling you had once you got through it. Its always worse during, but in the end its much easier
Hope that my horrible english makes sense
anyone here study marketing?
@DT: by what you have said today and in the past, I can in NO WAY properly sympathize with you, but I do know how horrible and destrucitve depression can be to a person. you'll get through it somehow.
I find that remembering a time where you had just concurred something massive ,i.e. getting over a depression, or succeeding at something difficult. Remember the feeling that you had while trying to succeed, but often failing. Then remember the feeling you had once you got through it. Its always worse during, but in the end its much easier
Hope that my horrible english makes sense
divine_torture
leVel
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I'm so fucking tired right now I could barely out-arithmetic a 2nd grader. I think I got less than 5 hours of sleep every day this week. I'm a little to blame for staying up late a lot, but I actually tried going to bed around 6:30 on Wednesday night and, true to my body being a fucking moron, I was up by 9 and wide awake for most of the night.
Fuck fucking sand glass lamp cactus pineapple nylon manchuria
Someone throw a rock at my head
Fuck fucking sand glass lamp cactus pineapple nylon manchuria
Someone throw a rock at my head
divine_torture
leVel
Even outside of depression and such, I've always had trouble sleeping enough/at all. I've been up literally 3 days now. The one thing I tried that helped a little is ONLY go to your bed when it's time to sleep. Train your body to know that when you lay there it's time to crash. Also, diet has a lot to do with it.
