The thing is, I always try to understand why I do what I do. Like, I have whole conversations with myself in my head dissecting everything I do (this sounds kind of intense but I really don't have a whole lot going on at work so yeah), so being unable to make sense of something like this, especially something that's really preoccupying me a lot lately, really sucks.
Actually, her not really being interested in me is a mixed blessing, because if she was my brain would explode from trying to make sense of it.
Also, I'm taking Ozz and Krig off ignore. Maybe now Ozzman will ANSWER MY FUCKING PMs.