SentinelSlain
Suck my joined date.
- Nov 21, 2007
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The thing is, I always try to understand why I do what I do. Like, I have whole conversations with myself in my head dissecting everything I do (this sounds kind of intense but I really don't have a whole lot going on at work so yeah), so being unable to make sense of something like this, especially something that's really preoccupying me a lot lately, really sucks.
Actually, her not really being interested in me is a mixed blessing, because if she was my brain would explode from trying to make sense of it.
Also, I'm taking Ozz and Krig off ignore. Maybe now Ozzman will ANSWER MY FUCKING PMs.
Excessive passivity is a problem of mine, I agree. I don't run or hide, I just sort of sit there. However, in a case like this I really need a sign before doing anything. She's a coworker and if I made a move that was unwelcome it would be completely awkward (the move would be made outside of work, of course, but still). I'm fairly certain I've been friend-zoned, though.You're too tense man, you run/hide from the things you fear/annoy you and you even fear/can't make sense of your own desires in fear of losing them or them never coming into fruition.
I'm pretty sure that putting people on ignore isn't relevant to this. Anyhow...like I said, I can't think of any reason for her to be interested in me, although since I can't think of any reason for myself to be interested in her I guess it evens out.I mean seriously relax, I've never met anyone on all the msg boards I've been on that is soo ignore list erratic. Ever thought that it may be A LITTLE NORMAL if a girl likes you? DAMN!
I'm not gonna put you on ignore. You're a perfectly fine poster except when you do drugs, at which point you become awesome. Also, that post about the nazi dolls was the single best post that has ever been made on this forum, and possibly on the entire internet. Anyways, thanks for the post. You've given me some food for thought.edit - you can put me on ignore if you so wish. I could care less, and it would also only reinforce my point.
Wow...now I have to dig through the pics thread to find it because it was so awesome...or I could sift through every post you've ever made...edit - do you have a link to that post?
(check it out)
my hobby is collecting nazi dolls.
they are actually called 'action figures.'
right now, i have around 65 of them, plus three big vehicles, two motorcycles and a pair of bicycles.
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this is the SS Scharfuhrer (that's the equivalent rank of staff sergeant).
i bought those little playing cards seperate.
i purchase a lot of little items for these guys -- cigarettes, plastic food, little chairs and tables, etc.
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each guy costs around $40. the vehicles cost more. i will spend up to $100 on a good vehicle.
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here's the scharfuhrer lighting a cigarette.
i bought the lighter and his eyeglasses seperate.
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here are some high-ranking officers travelling by 'kubelwagen.'
the kubelwagen was the german equivalent of the US Jeep.
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here's Marius the SS officer and Fritz the panzer cadet.
they are gay.
a lot of people in the 'action figure community' are mean to me because some of my dolls are gay.
i have around 65 action figures, but only 5 or 6 are gay.
but meanwhile, the people in this hobby act like all my guys are gay.
they are mean to me.
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the guy on the left is major krauer (he's a pilot). those are flares on his leg. the other guy is lefty mcgill -- he is a driver. i always have him driving some sort of vehicle.
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here's a bunch of guys in a cardboard box before i hide them - i have to hide them when my family comes to visit, or else they'll think i am retarded.
i buy metal stands to hold them up, so they don't fall over.
i also get special hats for certain guys.
i like to keep them looking fancy.
i really like my action figures, but i face a lot of prejudice from people -- i bring gay guys home from bars and then they see my doll collection and they don't like me any more.
and on the other end, my fellow doll collectors don't like me because i am gay.
also -- i will end this post with a photo of myself.
(cool, huh?)