juxtaposed girl
At Home Amongst The Trees
Im out of teabags! Thought there was more in the cupboard but no and everywheres shut round where i live now!!
Gggrrrrr!!
Gggrrrrr!!
Words cannot describe how shitty I feel these days
The last two years of my life have been uneventful and filled with pointless and forced bullshit. Everything I've tried to accomplish has ended in failure so far since then.
For once I'd like to be able to wake up in the morning and not feel like I'm completely wasting my fucking time
I'm actually Luciferian, and I've been struggling with Nihilism lately. When one has been in as much bullshit as I have for as long as I have then one can't help but lean that way.I've been there. It helps to accept how insignificant you are, and probably always will be. Even if you achieve great heights and contribute something highly useful to the world, you're still mortal, and you're still just a miniscule speck in the grand scheme of time and space. So was every other great mind they write books about.
You can only truly be important to yourself. So hit on yourself once in awhile, show yourself a good time, and when life sucks, hug yourself.
Nihilism, brother. The unexpected key to happiness.
It also helps to think like a Hedonist from time to time. You only have one life, so you might as well do what you want.
I'm actually Luciferian, and I've been struggling with Nihilism lately. When one has been in as much bullshit as I have for as long as I have then one can't help but lean that way.
It does tend to be a pain in the ass
Ahhhh... yeah, if you're the type of person who believes in some sort of higher power I can't be much help. Ask your higher power for help, I guess.
Or abandon that thought train altogether and stop believing so you can have fun being an indifferent bastard who doesn't mean shit to anyone! Feels good. Feels so good.
that isn't really hedonism as much as it is simplified existentialism, but I get what you're getting at.
No, I do mean hedonism. I didn't say it right at first, but I literally meant that sometimes it's good to just seek pleasure (and only pleasure). Like if you're really at a bad point in life, sometimes it can help to just indulge. It's obviously unhealthy, but like if somebody's at a dead end, you might as well just do what you want because at the end of the day, the only thing that truly matters is your happiness.
No, I do mean hedonism. I didn't say it right at first, but I literally meant that sometimes it's good to just seek pleasure (and only pleasure). Like if you're really at a bad point in life, sometimes it can help to just indulge. It's obviously unhealthy, but like if somebody's at a dead end, you might as well just do what you want because at the end of the day, the only thing that truly matters is your happiness.
This kind of thinking leads people to abuse drugs and permanently fuck their brain chemistry, effectively stealing tomorrow and the rest of their life's happiness.