Onder
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- Apr 10, 2006
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How the fuck is it 1:30 already?? I kept doing nothing and suddenly it's middle of the fucking night.
Began the job hunt in earnest last week after leaving my 7 years as a broker in September. I hate how all the decent jobs are downtown and I'm setting my sights pretty low for something in the burbs/semi-urban areas paying 55-70k. I could be making 80-100k if I wanted to go all the way downtown but I'm not going to piss any more of my life away with that soul crushing commute or move to that sardines-in-a-can hellhole they call Atlanta. /emo
Not interested in looking outside of the the greater Atl metro area?
Very upset that Filthy Frank is done with Youtube. He was the only Youtuber worth a damn imo. Goodnight sweet prince.
Didn't get any sleep last night. Super worried about how catastrophic my student loan situation is going to be. Fuck my life.
Might be time to hit the 12 step meetings before you destroy your liver / kill yourselfDecided to have a few drinks today in the hot weather and it's reacting badly with my medication (profuse sweating, flushed skin, nausea). Alcoholism is a bitch.
Or, knowing him, quit playing the stock market and sell that shit to pay it downConsolidate? Pay some of the interest before it capitalizes?
Way ahead of you pal, checking in from rehab.Might be time to hit the 12 step meetings before you destroy your liver / kill yourself
Way ahead of you pal, checking in from rehab.
Alcoholism is a bitch.
Feel like I'm more likely to die from alcohol posioning this weekend.
Third day of no alcohol here. Not sure if I'm having withdrawals or I just fucking hate my life when I'm sober.
I've cut way back on alcohol consumption.
Fucking around drunk @ 4 AM. Was reading online that if you stare into a mirror in a dimly lit room you'll hallucinate in different ways almost instantly.
It definitely fucking works.
Highlights:
My eye drifting into my nose.
My mouth disappearing
My entire fucking face disappearing into a blob of static
annnnd my personal favorite... my face became a giant mass of hair with only my eyes showing like an old school hollywood werewolf.
Want to try it sober and see if there's any difference. I didnt see anything that wasnt "me" like some other people reported.
Came home and downed 3/4 a bottle of some shitty pinot noir because it was the only alcohol in the house.
I've also been mixing alcohol and diet pills (which at a cursory glance are nothing more than glorified caffeine pills) for cheap thrills lately. Two shots of whiskey and a hydroxycut my mom had and never used are a decent buzz. I'm probably going to nuke my liver one day.
pretend disease
I feel like AA may not be working for you