Got dumped this morning by my lady. Totally came out of the blue. Things have been going great (or so I thought) and we had so many things planned to do. She says she doesn't "feel the magic anymore" and practically tried to friendzone me. I'm not having any of that shit, so I didn't say too much and quickly left her apartment in shock. She said she'd call me later tonight but I don't think that conversation is going to end well at all. I've been a weird mix of pissed and sad all day and I'm going to say things I'll regret for sure.
I've been through quite a few break-ups, but this one is by far the worst because I think she is the first woman I've ever truly fallen in love with.
There must be a higher power up there somewhere watching over me because I bought a ton of booze two nights ago that I never ended up drinking. Tonight I shall feast in a drunken stupor of wine, beer, and gin.