CiG
Room with a View
I gave up all competitive online gaming a couple weeks ago and while I've been much more relaxed and less frustrated/anxious (with life in general) due to the lower stress levels, I'm getting bored just listening to music/reading/doing more relaxing single player gaming stuff. I need to get something that gets the adrenaline/competitive juices flowing to fill the gap. I'm leaning towards getting a mountain bike, but money is tight for the next couple of months paying off the last bit of the land we bought. I've tried the board gaming thing, and it's fun, but I get bored after a couple hours of it and/or can't readily find someone to play when I do feel like playing. There's nothing quite like the convenience of just queuing up for something online and playing right away. I'm not frothing at the mouth or anything, but just have an itch in my brain I can't scratch. Watching youtube Gopro videos of people mountainbiking and basejumping has been entertaining enough but I need to do something mentally stimulating or it's just not the same.
Meh. It will get better with time.
Why don't you take up online gaming again but this time be more conservative with it, set schedules etc.