what disturbs me the most is that he probably was planning that or something. thought about all that for longer time.
he obviously had a bigger trip before his final decision, visiting hungary, even serbia (i feel a bit guilty for not being physically able to meet with him while he was in belgrade) and probably a couple of other countries last summer. i mean, if visiting new lands, soundscapes, countries and meeting new people dont cheer you up, what does it than?
this was his last private message to me btw:
"Well, I guess it wasn't meant to be."
rest in peace, flo mate.
i guess it wasnt meant to be to you, and i hope you indeed are on some better place.