The Whining and Bitching Thread

I know you won't like this because you're used to the idea that women are perfect but some mean nasty republican / taliban men are horrible to women because they're too stupid to know how to seduce them, but can you honestly say you find the average Western woman respectable? Are women who cheat on their military husbands, get divorces, get the house, get the kid and don't care that the husband is living in the street good people? What about all of those shitty whores who have massive egos based on their ability to attract desperate men in clubs?

this post made much more sense than Sentinel Slain's previous post

and, to be honest, i gotta say that i actually agree with this one
 
Been having a terrible last couple days. It's like the past three months have been a waste of time and my mind has ground to a halt.

I highly recommend bacon. If fucking bacon can't help you, than I don't know what will.

No, but seriously, how old are you? You're right around my age right (I'm 24)? I wonder if it's just something to do with this particular section of your life. I've been dealing with many of the same issues in my head as you have, but coming from totally different backgrounds. I've even been considering meds, as well. I wonder if maybe we just happen to hit that wall before being all growed up starts or something.
 
I highly recommend bacon. If fucking bacon can't help you, than I don't know what will.

No, but seriously, how old are you? You're right around my age right (I'm 24)? I wonder if it's just something to do with this particular section of your life. I've been dealing with many of the same issues in my head as you have, but coming from totally different backgrounds. I've even been considering meds, as well. I wonder if maybe we just happen to hit that wall before being all growed up starts or something.

23. Yes, major depression around this age is not uncommon at all. But it's an especially sucky experience for me in that I'm in a highly-intellectually-demanding environment every day and I'm supposed to be learning and manipulating a wealth of information every day. But my mind is so compromised that my thinking has become very superficial, shallow and slow, and it's preventing me not only from retaining most of what I'm studying, but making me not enjoy it anymore. And that frustration is causing a vicious cycle and fueling my depression further.

And what's especially bad is that every important thought I have, or anything I write down, I tend to forget very quickly, which makes research almost impossible because my working/short-term memory is completely trashed.

Hell, it's getting to the point where I'm at a loss for words most of the time and can't even engage in conversation. I can't even write properly.
 
I can tell you right now I have moments where I have my future limitations brought to mind and it's not always necessarily a "pleasant" experience. I have a melancholy disposition internally anyway, and a cognizance of my mortality and the ticking of the clock is something I cannot allow myself to dwell on. Part of that is realizing that the "the future is whatever you want it to be" truthi-ism of the teens has now been replaced with a path set in the last decade of actions that limits future outcomes much like the progression of moves in a chess game. This is merely a fact of life we must accept as we grow older, and not remain in the naive open optimism of youth.
 
@Zeph: While I'm not in the intellectually demanding situation you are in, I can relate heavily to the feeling. The only real term I can describe it with is 'zombie-like'. Each day just kinda goes by, with only an occasional highlight that might stick out the next day. I've found conversation in general to be of high difficulty, and often awkward. I'm usually a well spoken 'smooth' kinda guy in person, and lately I can't finish a sentence.

Are you feeling more depressed or more semi-apathetic?

@Overwatch: The fuck is naive optimism? I want that. Can I have some plz?
 
I swear this is the last year of my life that I live in a city that doesn't have a solid 70% minimum white majority. There's a reason all of the really philosophical, liberal thinking apologists for Western civilization live in white neighbourhoods.
 
I got some dental work done today and while repairing my top front right tooth the dentist fucking ended up making it SLIGHTLY longer than my top front left tooth so whenever I bite into something I hit my lower teeth with it and that feels weird...

also I can't chew my nails anymore because of that which is driving me insane. It has always been my 'do this to keep your nerves in check' thing so I've been kinda twitchy all day...

Picking at my nails has been a somewhat effective replacement behavior though, but I'll probably have this fixed come next Monday when I go back in.
 
Also I got a Dear John text from one of my best friends, I had it coming because I've been a terrible communicator but it still hurts, especially when you're me and so much of your self-worth and pride is reliant on being liked and thought of as a good friend/girlfriend/whatever to others.
 
It pisses me off when I write someone and get no response. The facebook feature where you see that the person has actually read that message already and just chose to ignore you is fucking taking the hard way to tell you. Fuck you. Fuck you fuck you.

In other news, my polish thing said "it's time we have a beer". What the fucking crippled mother of fucks is she talking about

EDIT: Does that mean that she's finally over me and can see me as a friend? Well fucking thanks for letting me know it's awesome.
 
There's not much whining and bitching in the "The Whining and Bitching Thread".
People are just stating facts.
Stop doing that you cunts. Cry more.