The Whining and Bitching Thread

FUCK FUCK FUCK. I have to get ahold of myself. My panic is getting to such a point where im afraid to fucking go to the gas station. Cant go out with friends, especially this one girl who is newly single and I have loved for a long time. '. This shit is ridiculous
This fucking DISEASE is paralyzing
 
yeah man, fucking horrible.Honestly it fucking disables all aspects of my life;friends, girlfriends, going out, even fucking restaurants. I cant get a GF because I cant fucking go out. ugh

sory drunk here
 
If it's just anxiety, which I have a bad case of...there's not much I can say man. I took 5 or 6 different medications for it that didn't help. My gf called 911 a couple years back because she thought I was dying when I had an attack. I was fine, but they get extreme. You learn to start handling it though. It's hard, and sometimes even I go through them despite getting better control over it. A couple shots or some weed sort of helps sometimes, but even then...that's a lot of why I don't sleep. I'm on here a lot to waste time because I can't get comfortable. I can't breathe...can't describe it. It's hell, and I sympathize with you.
 
Sorry guys, that really sucks. And my problem now seems moot.

My computer is acting all balls on me. It's been doing this for a couple days now: once a page loads on the internet it freezes intermittently for brief moments (usually just seconds). It's fucking annoying though, because it makes scrolling a pain in the ass, and it fucks up my typing (if it freezes while I'm typing it causes certain letters to get skipped over).

It only happens on the internet (all other programs on my computer run normally), and it's mostly on UM. Other sites work fine. But it's starting to really piss me off.
 
It's not scanning now. I know I have virus-scan turned on, but it only does it every so often. I don't have any viruses, so I'll turn it off and see how that goes. Thanks.

I'm kind of nervous that it's spyware or something though. I'm not really sure how that stuff works. If it keeps up hopefully I can have someone look at it.
 
My internet has been majorly gaying recently. Usually cuts out after about 5 minutes. Gonna try messing with the settings tonight, see if anything works.

Panzer, you have a really intense life. Try to be more chill, I guess.
 
Einherjar: Google the program "Malwarebytes' Anti-Malware", d/l and install it, and run a full scan on every disc drive inside and outside (connected to/external) your comp.
 
MalwareBytes is the best. It is the only thing I've known to be able to get rid of those fucking fake spyware scanners I got from the M-A hacker a few months back.
 
If it's just anxiety, which I have a bad case of...there's not much I can say man. I took 5 or 6 different medications for it that didn't help. My gf called 911 a couple years back because she thought I was dying when I had an attack. I was fine, but they get extreme. You learn to start handling it though. It's hard, and sometimes even I go through them despite getting better control over it. A couple shots or some weed sort of helps sometimes, but even then...that's a lot of why I don't sleep. I'm on here a lot to waste time because I can't get comfortable. I can't breathe...can't describe it. It's hell, and I sympathize with you.

Yeah dude it does suck. My mom had full on Panic Attacks for a long time. I'm still just getting warmed up, so to say.I think I have more of Agoraphobia then panic attacks though.Like when Im going to go see somebody my heart races,my stomach hurts, I start sweating and over analyzing the situation, which usually leads to bad things. But yeah man that what you describe there sucks...It really is paralyzing