Get over it. Alexi will probably never love you or me or anyone on this board. For the 1st reason, because we're fans, and rockstars don't date fans. And also because chances that you meet him and seduce him are very slim... Just face it, he's never gonna be yours. You can still dream though, like I do. I don't like to talk about it but I do love him a lot but I don't pretend he's going to love me back because I know it's never going to happen. Dream, but don't expect it to come true.