My name is Stefan. I would have used my last name, but recently I feel as though it represents the "Christianization" of Europe and of my ancestors. So I went with a surname that encompasses the initial meaning of my name, as I have inferred it.
fictionalsilence is taken from the lyrics of Evergreys “Different Worlds”.
The silence awakes me
My heartbeat would so easily reveal me
Who am I what is left is it my mind
That constantly deceives me
I am beginning to doubt me
If what I feel and see is real
It seems as if I exist in different worlds
There is one in darkness
One is loss of time
One of self-doubt and one of hurt
All my pride has left me
My value as a human has been extinguished
My close ones' those who love
Disbelieve me won't believe me
So I got no-one to confide in
And what worse is
I'm beginning to accept this
My body's become my prison
My keepers are what you would call... Fiction
I am beginning to doubt me
If what I feel and see is real
It seems as if i exist in different worlds
There is one in darkness
One is loss of time
One of self-doubt and one of hurt
I had a night on the Ale, which included many, many pints of Guinness. The next morning I awoke sharpish with a toilet panic attack. I reached it in time and pretty much had an árse-píss. Anyway, that`s what it looked like.
OK I made that up.I stylized it on a blues singer. Its my take on a 1920`s blues singer / guitarist in the style of Robert Johnson.
My username came from my two favorite things rockstar energy drink and my fav number 666 ive used this name now for years on emails and other websites as a username the only reason for the missing o was to give it a different style
mine was just a reference to that weird moment where you need to be awake to go do stuff and you're aware that you've just had some vivid-while-they-were-happening dreams but somehow the needs-of-the-day make you forget what the effing hell happened in those dreams