Yesterday I had to put my baby to sleep 
She started acting weird so we took her to the vet, and they gave her the Xray and said there was a mass or tumor of some kind in her kidney, also it was hardly working, and she was anemic. The vet gave her two hours to live, and said that she was suffering allot, and had advised me to let her go with dignity and put her to sleep.
I'm still kind of in shock, because she seemed fine up until yesterday, plus she was only 10 years old and had been healthy her entire life. I never thought for a second that I would not return home with her yesterday.
I wanted to let you guys know because I'm not going to be around for a little while, because I'm just devastated by all of this, and to top it off I have to go through this damn move in two days, I wish I could just hide under the covers.
When they give her remains back to me I'm going to take her ashes to Dayton and bury her next to Al's old kitty in the garden.
She started acting weird so we took her to the vet, and they gave her the Xray and said there was a mass or tumor of some kind in her kidney, also it was hardly working, and she was anemic. The vet gave her two hours to live, and said that she was suffering allot, and had advised me to let her go with dignity and put her to sleep. I'm still kind of in shock, because she seemed fine up until yesterday, plus she was only 10 years old and had been healthy her entire life. I never thought for a second that I would not return home with her yesterday.
I wanted to let you guys know because I'm not going to be around for a little while, because I'm just devastated by all of this, and to top it off I have to go through this damn move in two days, I wish I could just hide under the covers.
When they give her remains back to me I'm going to take her ashes to Dayton and bury her next to Al's old kitty in the garden.
