Originally posted by Skreemqueen
In reply to Battle Angel, I wasn't speaking specifically of marijuana. As a matter of fact, I would rather see people do that drug if the do any at all because, as a good friend of mine pointed out, it's a lot more natural than most drugs. Actually, the drugs that the people I know do are more along the lines of crystal meth and speed.
And in reply to Ecstatic Youth, I know where you're coming from. Child of Vision can back me up here. We had a good friend who just didn't know when enough was enough. Have you ever seen the movie SLC Punk? There's a scene where Stevo and his friend come upon an old friend of thiers who ended up on the streets, and after they leave, he says something like it really messed him up, not the fact that the kid was a bum, but Stevo turning his back on him.
Yah, i saw that movie. great movie too. but i can understand how it would suck tuning your back/getting your back turned on by someone, but in a situation like this, you can't really do much
now from your stories, it seems alot worse than mine, because my friends do weed, shrooms, hash, oil and E sometimes. Now, its not as bad as Redbull and painkillers, heroin and what not, but that may be because me and the ones i'm talking about or only 16/17. so, when they get to your age, it may be alot different as this is a common path at this age, or so it seems. but how may ppl do they need to see fuck themselves up before they learn? And the funny thing is, every single damned persno that uses drugs, from the beginning with weed, sya that they can control and will sure as fuck never say that its gone too far until something really fucking bad happens. for now, i wait to see if she breaks her promise, and i hope to hell she doesn't because if she does then that means it has gone too far and its not under control and that would be extremely hard to have to watch her go through that, and you know, i probably wouldn't. i'd be somewhere else. it all seems to start the same though, they do it a bit, then a bit more, then say they had enough and that some of their friends who do it WAY too much are stupid for doingso much and they'll never end up like them, and then they start hanging with them, and thats where i'm at now. can anyone possibly complete that for me?
"they do it a bit, then a bit more, then say they had enough and that some of their friends who do it WAY too much are stupid for doingso much and they'll never end up like them, and then they start hanging with them"....where to now anyone who knows from a pattern they've seen?
And she has alot of fucking potential too, lots. she is really damn smart and really, really damn beautiful, and lately shes been getting bad marks in classes that require some sort of reasonable effort(so the easy as fuck classes with good marks don't weigh so much in this situation) and she never does homework, has bags under her eyes, doesn't care about homework really. damn it all to fucking hll god damn it. fuck! i ahte this shiT!
It all blows ass so much
and you know whats coming up in 1 year, her 18th birthday where she can go get drunk alot(i think thats the age) and to bars and meet crazy psycho new ppl with NEW drugs! YAY!! and then they can all go hop in a car and get in an accident! what a way to end IT!!!!!!!
WooooH! was it fucking worth it retards?
thats a hypothetical and hope-it-doesn't-happen situation, but from the path she leads, who the fuck knows. it seems like a steady preogression from normal to bad to worse to really bad
but i hope for the best
p.s.
often when i think of this all(which i may very well be blowing out of proportion this whole time), i think of the movie the Basketball Diaries(i think thats the name) and how fucked Leonardo Dicaprio and that other guy get. it ends up good, but sure as fuck didn't need to get their the way it did.