nomana-nuniyan said:
I've been amused all day. I DON'T KNOW WHY. Possibly just a couple of various things.
Watching someone more capable of destroying everything they start or touch or are involved with more than anyone I've ever witnessed. This person is bent on failure for themselves in every region of their lives and fucking things up for others around them with their perpetual mentally ill perspective. This person is pathologically motivated to disrupt and destroy everything they're involved with and chronically driven by pathological levels of insecurities that manifest in the most self-destructive and bizarre ways you can possibly imagine. Not to mention pushing their insane perspectives onto everyone around them. Completely unable to compartmentalize their life, the destructive behavior plows through every aspect of their life indiscriminately.
And it's sooo FASCINATING to witness. I could write a psych paper on this person by the repetetitive and methodological way in which they betray their own life.
WOW. I'm astounded.
That ^ was written about Karmyn.
He's keeping you from everything you want Karmyn...THE job, he caused you to fail at it with you failing your time and determination, (plus,you're not cut out for a real corporate job, lazy fuck), at arms length from the relationship you want (which he created for you to make you feel this way, a difficult situation, and will keep you from in the end. your failure of it has been obvious and showing for a while now. In other words, N.J. wasn't a relationship you discovered and are working to achieve, it was created for you to suffer through...p.s. enjoy your little fights), a nasty car payment, your constantly failing friendships (you can never keep your mouth shut, you jealous, envious bitch), and from him.
You will never see him, but I WILL!
And a lot of his vengeance poems are about you, and you don't even know it.
He hates you, and you don't even know it. The fun of it for him is he is laughing right in your face and you don't know it, he is so well hidden. Do you not know by now that this is how he operates?
And everything you say confirms more and more for me that I'm REALLY going to see him!!! I'm going, I'm going! YAY!
*heh!*
Keep opening your mouth honey and whistling in the dark, because he's already got his fist half way down it and he's going for a goal. Your ego provides his way for your own failures. ALL of them.
You look nervous and defeated. Don't you know it all shows?
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