I used to cut my arms once (not my wrists), it got me a lot of sympathy and attention, and also I got a sort of intoxication that felt pretty good. That sounds really weird when I think about it now, I used to get "aroused" by blood. I still hated emo-kids tho, and I went to see this shrink, and he got me on anti-depressants. You see, I have a medical condition, I got too little oxygen during birth and I got a mild form of add as a kid, it was pretty weird, but the meds cured it, I stopped taking them a few months ago and I have no problems.
It's just so weird thinking about how I behaved during that time, it doesn't seem like me at all.
Now, i'm happy as ever, got a girlfriend and six good friends I've known since elementary school (I have a lot of other people that I know too, but they come and go, these six are my only real friends). I listen to a lot of brutal death-metal, like Necrophagist
and in a little over a month, Nile will be coming to my town, and I'm gonna be backstage
Any thoughts on what I should say/ask? 'cause I don't know, I met Katatonia some time ago, but I didn't know what to say then either, 'cept for "good show". Oh I remember that concert, some fuck pissed on my leg, in the middle of the fucking concert! If I knew who it was, I'd have him beaten up, since two guys twice my size (I'm 1.89 meters) said they'd kick his ass when I told them.