Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

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@Mag: thanks for letting me see that there's people who are even worse than me in the universe.

NF: Bah. I'm finally back home, but my silly brother is coming to visit sunday and monday. I need to get my car back on sun afternoon otherwise he will throw a temper tantrum because I cannot drive him around on sun night.
 
i've spent the night with a number of thoughts, some of which weren't that bad and are therefore probably fallacious. in fact i'm sure i've got all facts wrong, in the best tradition. i wish it was some point in time when the pieces of all the puzzles i've been staring at intently for days, only to give up chagrined and weather-worn, collapse together into a picture of such brilliance that i can finally go "ah-ha! so that was it!" and sit back, satisfied with the result, to return to it and bask in its contemplation at will, taking in the smaller details and putting into focus the reason underneath. but january the 30th will do too.
 
@Rahvin: Anything particular about January 30th that you might like to share with us?
 
Lamia said:
NF: Lonely. Meaningless. Yet very strong. It's funny how one can feel so good while feeling so bad. (Am I making any sense?) I wish it was already January the 30th. :erk:
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I know what you mean. Tipaton tammikuu is a bitch.

NF: No money, just had my last cigarette and my alcohol is in an unreachable place, seems I'll have to be creative this weekend. :lol:

My part of the school (Espoo International) is having some kind of talent show to prove our existance to the Finnish side of the school, me and a friend signed up for the choir today, and seems we're the only ones who did. I'm trying to make him agree to singing Amorphis with me :lol:. Another guy in my class is an excellent guitarist, and knows how to play all of their old songs. :cool: Coincidentally, it's on the same day I'm going to see Amorphis.

Lately I've been listening to excellent doom metal, like Swallow the Sun, Draconian, Shape of Despair, Throes of Dawn and Empyrium, you should probably too.
 
NF: Tired. Like this: :zzz: Played "Risk" with my friends until 1:30 am. Fell asleep 2:00 am. The alarm was set to 6:00 am, as usual. Four hours of sleep isn't enough. It ought to be forbidden by law to go to work before one have got a decent eight hours of sleep! :yell:

Why can't humans go inte hibernation? That would be sweet. I loathe the winter and the autumn all years, but the latest six months has more or less been worthless. If there isn't a summer going on outside my window very soon, I'm going into a strike! :mad:
 
NF: i'm not waiting for 30th of january in particular, whatever it is, i'm not at my last cigarette and i'll manage to have alcohol this weekend, so i won't need to be creative :p
and: no school today cause i have no way to go there thanks to the lack of stupid bus(es?), and this is not good today cause i wanted to go. may they be painfully killed by their own buses next time they decide to drive them.
:p
 
NF: strange. Always when I am just happy and content for few days, there happens something that I think others are doing their work better than me. And then :erk:
I wish I would not compare my life to other people´s life all the time :(
 
rahvin said:
collapse together into a picture of such brilliance that i can finally go "ah-ha! so that was it!" and sit back, satisfied with the result,
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Isn't that what everyone wishes every day? To see their puzzles collapsing without effort, pain, suffering...? Think that we're so often suffering because of our own eagerness to get to the final point of the way and wash away our fears of failure by reaching that point, and subsequently we do not live relaxed in the journey.

When at that final point, when being at the end of the path and regardless our success or failure, we focus our sight on a new goal and the process starts once again, suffering again, confused again when the way turns out to be as something uncertain while walking. Why don't we relax and play our part of the game? Why don't we do our best both for ourselves and the others? Maybe that way, walking and fighting, the puzzle will finally collapse one way or another...


|ng (Humans...)
 
@|ng: some pain and effort are ok. for instance, right now my eyes are bursting. here's pain. and i'm struggling not to fall from the chair. here's effort. now where's my slice of the puzzle? mind you, since you're so keen on seeing me relax and doing my part helping fellow human beings i might do exactly that, and then raise hell when you deny me my pretty picture. :flame:

but you know i love you, right? ;)
 
Lolita Vampiriá said:
@Fireangel, hehe, so nice that you put the ad on your signature. :)
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I believe in that band so much, you can´t even imagine (or maybe you can ;)) If only few more people show up and get blown away by the presence, tightness and great songs, then it is worth it all. They deserve it.



Lolita Vampiriá said:
I'm not going however, since I'm very sick and half dead. :(
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yeah, I read what you wrote in finnish-scene, forum. Still I am sorry to hear. :(

I am not going either, since I am 1200 km away :cry:
Maybe one day they´ll do me a private concert :dopey:
 
nf: like someone who wanted to stonewall someone else and simultaneously ended up seeing that someone else at lunchtime, plus is going to see him again in two hours.
in a word: bleah.
 
hyena said:
nf: like someone who wanted to stonewall someone else and simultaneously ended up seeing that someone else at lunchtime, plus is going to see him again in two hours.
in a word: bleah.
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yes, and who am i seeing tonight, huh? i'd trade. you wouldn't. :heh:
 
i'd much rather see you at this point. can i send you a 3.82 megs file?

EDIT: I've just been stood up. So I'm seeing no-one special. Happy now?
 
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