Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

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NF: simply fu***d up :rolleyes:
they're tryin' to irritate me as much as to serve to kill my boss and his discendants :flame:

@rahve: your post makes me feel really uncomfortable, I felt the same way for a long time.. but I think that first u should have to take care of yoursel, then you'll be ready to face your tomorrow even in another country [read as: sit down and take your time to plan exactly what you want to do to improve your life and all around, then go.. /me cross her fingers for her lil friend]
I was planning to move to Spain for a while, but first I need to undergo a couple of surgeries, then I'll be ready to get rid of some shit in my life :)
take care of yourself, lil one :hug:

/magissa
 
thanks witch. taking care of myself is the hardest part, actually. i'm not going into a list of all things aggravating me, but i think it's sort of obvious by now i'm a pro at hurting myself. usually i relate in a very traumatic way to other people's problems, because i can't draw a line between 'involved' and 'suicidal'. do i need protection? yes, i need protection.
 
ahhhh.... beers. i'm on antibiotics so i can't even afford the luxury of properly getting drunk.
 
NF: I'm alive. About to go to work. Worst head cold in ages. Worst week in ages.
Plenty of hope.
 
:( :( :( *hugs everybody who wants to be hugged*

rahvin: Concerning teacher employments - there's a lack of educated teachers here in Sweden, and I think that the chances of getting an employment as a language teacher is above average. It might not be that good though. Rather few pupils chooses to study languages as soon as it's not compulsory, and the environment in Swedish schools are quite harsh in the average and below-average schools.



hyena: I recognize myself a little in what you're writing about 'jumping-through-hoops'. Of course, I'm five-six years younger than you, so I haven't got the chance to failure in anything more important yet (that sounded very encouraging, didn't it? :grin: ), but in several cases were my marks have been balancing between two grades, I have always got the higher one because I'm kind and polite, even though I haven't deserved it.

I'm very seldom using my full capacity even when it would be needed, because I'm used to make almost the effort needed to reach my goal, and then rely on that my smile will do the rest. But I'm sure that I - and you - really has the capacity to reach our goals. We'll meet in the battle for the president position. ;)



NF: :confused:
 
@cot: thanks, that's some good news. i'm sure the place is not abundant in italian teachers, and i certainly know my language well enough to be one. i might end up getting some certificates for that too, i think it'd be cool to find such a job.
and the hugs are welcome too, especially today.
 
@the miserable men, women, dwarves and various animals: as said, everything has already been said, so I´ll just suggest you lock the door, shut down the lights and listen to r.e.m.´s everybody hurts ten times in a row. it just might save your mental health.

not meaning to pour salt in anyone´s wounds, but
NF: quite fine. making a decision some time ago to keep my thoughts busy instead of, well, allowing any emotions, has worked so far. and I´m going on a free trip to gothenburg next weekend for a pre-listening on the upcoming evergrey cd. I feel... VIP:ish. :p
even mr. insomnia has decided to give up his front line attack in favour for just occasional minor bombardments.

now I just hope for a soft landing, whenever the time comes
 
@delirious: i'm pretty sure r.e.m. in any of their manifestations (but especially imitation of life) would pretty much kill me right now, but i got some new spiffy cd's today featuring a lot of powerful ebm and a rather romantic-sounding electronic project, so i'll stick to those for the night.
and i'm actually happy you're doing something happy for yourself, it's not as if i wish anybody bad luck. on the contrary, it's nice to see not everyone is stuck in the same rut, not everyone's insomnia is boarding the ship, not everyone's goteborg is so far away. ;)

i have huge mood swings today, ranging from feeling stable to nearly suicidal. it's weird to see this happen, as i usually trust my mind to be up to the task of interpreting reality in a rather conscious and responsible way instead of a fleeting multitude of nuances. now i switch from telling myself: look, there's plenty of opportunities and in fact things are not fucked up majorly, to telling myself: it's your deepest pit, there never was a way up, only postponing surrender. odd.
 
Just to expand on what I said last night, after giving the matter some thought over the past 24 hours, I have decided to no longer post here; for various reasons, personal and non-personal, I feel that the time has come for me to bow down, lower the Jolly Roger sail, and bow out. I may come back every so often to lurk, follow the news and see how everyone's doing, but I will no longer be a regular of the Dark Tranquillity forum.
To everyone here, those gone, and those yet to come, I wish you the very best, in your lives, on this board, and along any port, starboard or plank you happen to walk. Should you feel the need, get in contact whenever you wish to on msn. :grin:
Take care everyone, and at least for now,
Adios :)
 
@ben: what, why? :cry: i thought you meant you were off for the night or for a few days because of something technical...
well, i just hope you're ok and you're not parting ways with the board because of some nasty stuff. i'll miss you. gosh, i'm such a gay crybaby these days...
 
No no no, please read my PM Rahvy, it goes into detail.
Yesterday afternoon, and then again a few hours ago, my workload dramatically increased; with continuous assessment in one subject meaning that a lot of my free time will be taken up. I've found that the message boards are taking up a lot of time that I should be using for other work. People that talk to me on the instant messengers, rest assured that I'll still be on them frequently, I'm just not going to post as often as I used to. Especially from August 2004 to January 2005, I will be studying abroad, and my internet time will be sporadic. I just felt that rather than disappearing off the face of the Earth, I'd let people know about my absence. Maybe, in a month or two when my workload becomes managable, I'll be able to post a little more frequently. Until that happens though, I'm wishing you all a fond farewell :)
 
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