Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

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@nl: :erk: i'm going to suggest something i can't really apply to myself, but please don't accuse me of not practicing what i preach. ;) you should go get some sleep. :)


so there goes my short stay in rome. tomorrow in the morning i'll get in my car and leave for yet another 800km trip, destination: home. and although they say home is where the heart lies, i seriously hope to get to turin instead of plunging into nothingness. ;)
today i did some sightseeing and just spent some time talking with hyena. she'll surely write a full report on the state of things when it comes to everything evil incarnate (tm), so i won't bore you with comments until after that. :p

as for me, same as always. you know the story.
 
@Gtranq: My advice would be to really question why your situation bothers you so much. What aspect of it makes you instinctively want to feel bothered by it? When things were better, what part of your likfe was fulfilled that caused you to feel happier? What is missing now? Are you really any worse off now than before? What the hell am I talking about? :P But seriously, I think over time, you'll see through all of this, but the idea is to get to that point as quickly as possible. This is why I can't stand human nature. It makes us waste our lives pondering things that in the end don't matter one iota.
 
NF: Lazy and hungry.
 
NF: This Saturday will at all time be remembered as the first time I saw one of my fave bands Lefay live. (Write this down, fellas! :grin: ) Damn they were great! It was perhaps not a big audience, but who cares? I didn't - I was in the front headbanging and singing along and didn't bother to look on anything else than the band. They did what have become their trademark - a good show - although the stage and PA-system was small. It was definitely worth driving 300 km alone on monotonous country roads in the Swedish winter night just to see them!
 
@rahvin: well I did sleep and I feel better now, thanks for the advice :) now you get some sleep :p believe me, it works ;)

Life is a series of new discoveries. Who knew that strawberry yoghurt tastes amazingly good with müsli?
 
Bahh, this woman in a community started showing some interest in me out of the blue. I was vaguely interested until I saw that she had sent similar messages to a bunch of guys. What's she after?
 
VultureCulture said:
well, not too hard to guess, is it?


Certainly not, she's clearly after some golf sticks you guys surely keep down in the basement. Take good care of them, there's a stick robber out there, roaming free in the wild world...


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well, this was surprisingly fast: no traffic jams, no long breaks needed, and i'm home. time to check the board a bit more, then shower, eat, think.

@tranquillian: expose her. then post the results. :)
 
@onyx: i hope it's not too much of a problem for you. i seem to have the opposite and often forget about eating. i'm trying to force myself to have more regular meals, and have meals more regularly.

@hyena: words of wisdom, as usual. :)
 
@rahve: you should send me words of wisdom too. today at lunchtime i had a terrifying suspicion about a possible cold fire nature of my current affections. i felt like hiding underground, then came to the conclusion that no, i'm just stressed out by the constant waiting and not knowing what will happen next, so i tend to develop a degree of awkwardness that's borne of too much thinking and too little doing things. but i need you to clear my head, lest it splits from turning around too fast.
 
@hyena: well i consider your analysis to be pretty accurate, as i happen(ed) to react in the same way when there's too much waiting inbetween moments where the things are going in any direction: it's a reason for forced dispassion, as the blanks get filled only inside our heads. i'll mail you later anyway.
 
I'm bored.... don't feel well enough to go to school, and UM is boring as fuck...
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---don't read below if you're easily offended by misuse of church supplies---

I'm posting here alot less now... instead of posting in the NF thread I keep a livejournal and a deadjournal.
to summarize the only interesting points of my week:
friday: after school I went with my brother and two friends to a religious supply store to buy communion wafers
saturday: I went hiking with my brother, my friend Steve, and his ex-girlfriend Kate. after a while, Ian (my brother) and [other] Steve decided to stop and make small snowmen and destroy them. The were sitting up on a cliff doign this, while Kate and I decided it would be a good idea to clear a bit of a path where the trails seem to have been neglected. It's always fun to cut down trees, especially when you're actually doing good, not senseless destruction. at some point, Steve yelled down from the cliff "my camera has good zoom, do something!". once I have this picture I'll post it. before we decided to head back, we all stopped at a nice point at the edge of the cliff to smoke cigars and sit down. we also ate some of the communion wafers, and as a joke, I dropped one in Kate's pants (this was even funnie in person). I'll let you guess her reaction to this.
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not up for writing more
 
NF: Accomplished.

In the spirit of Steve's double post:

NF: Accomplished.
 
@rahve: thanks. if you have time please post an account of our weekend misadventures, i would do that but you're way more the writer than i am.

nf: spinning, and a complete loser. plus, wanting to lock myself in next friday night instead of properly responding to an invitation i've received to do one of the things i love best, i. e. talking yet again about my (otherwise reported to be amazing, cute and affectionate) inner self and how it's changed in the past ten years. first of all, i don't see how the subject could hold any interest, and second, i don't see why it's so important that i do it live, since i've offered to write lengthy accounts and the option has been refused in favor of some f2f event. i can relate to the idea of not wanting to read lenghty accounts tho. :p

i also think that waiting for a specific cue creates reflexes to generic cues, turning people into teh hate ball.

i propose a new slogan for all those who are deprived of attention from people who matter to them: micicici, vaffanculo! (direct it to whoever you please). moreover: being deprived of attention from people who matter is like a broken lock, and it has the same effects if it shows. i'm far too scarred - said the famous war hero - not to know this, but it's the last subject i need to ponder now.

i'm feeling calmer than i was a while ago. i have to try and hold my breath for a month. i'll try to work, play manowar, and stay perfectly still, because no matter the turmoil, my intellect and my moral capacities are in full health.
 
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