Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

[|ngenius]

There's no way but up when you've struck the bottom, right?

Yeah, but there's a perillous aspect on this: you never know how deep the bottom might be, especially when there is people reaching new horizons of decay. Maybe the bottom is virtually fathomless, after all.

@Ormir: As you see, wise words are everywhere, either carved in the walls of ancient temples or written in a packet of cigarrettes. One never knows where the lesson might come from. (But take good care of that health, man, we need you alive!!!).


|ng (Supportive, always by your side)


P.S: Nah, just kidding, I'm pretty bored.

 

[rahvin]

@Ormir: As you see, wise words are everywhere, either carved in the walls of ancient temples or written in a packet of cigarrettes.

and in fact on many an ancient greek temple there can still be found the motto: "smoking is particularly dangerous for pregnant women's children", meaning that mothers-to-be weren't to be sacrificed on the gods' pyre like just any other girl.

 

[hyena]

i was supposed to go out for dinner but i'm staying in (and it's just as well) because the center is crammed full by demonstrators and cops, making it impossible for bus and private means of transportation alike to enter. i wish i was a cop, they're probably having fun.

 

[DeepInMisery]

@Ormir: I am very sorry to hear about your condition.. (I have been smoking for eight years, so i know how hard it is to quit.. )

NF: relaxed. it's foggy outside and i'm listening to katatonia-discouraged ones.. just chilling.

 

[Ormir]

Thanks for the concern everyone. I doubt that my condition is directly related to smoking, I had the same condition last year, and that was before I started smoking. It's extremely rare for it to repeat within such a short time span though, so it seems like I have some predisposition towards myocarditis. Smoking doesn't help though, neither do my drinking habits.

@rahvin: I'll take care of myself, don't worry love.

@DiM: 6 months here, I'm a n00b.

 

[Northern Lights]

Yes Ormir, take good care of yourself or I'll be forced to hurt you

NF: applied for another job. I'm not counting on getting one this summer, though... there are too many people looking and not enough jobs. What is annoying is that in bigger cities there are plenty of jobs - but absolutely nowhere to live, unless your parents are filthy rich and can buy you a 200 000 euro apartment.

 

[Hiljainen]

@Ormir: as already said, take care

heh, i've been smoking on and off for about 2 years, i can do without it, but it's not easy :/

NF: ok, i drove through all the town today and i'm going to milan tonight (no, you will not hear about tragedies tomorrow: i won't drive tonight )
too bad the weekend is so short anyway

 

[Naku ist krig]

NF: Good.

I was little bit depressed and tired yesterday, but today is a new day.

Only thing that worries me right now is that i have to give lecture in school next monday, and after my last lecture nothing´s as it used to be.
The teacher who reviews my lecture is horrible and blew me sky high last time. So I am a bit stressed. Upcoming exams are too a bit stressful, mainly because I think that i cannot manage :/
And I still have flu.

I spent the morning writing lyrics, which turned out to be ok.
Best way to unload thoughts.

@Honeybunny Ormir: If the god exists and kills your ass, I will write a song of you.
We have a deal?

And obviously my little pet, mr. grammar, is slowly dying away

 

[rahvin]

heh, i've been smoking on and off for about 2 years,

you have?


@mealphaser: you should post your lyrics on the creativity thread, before the two brits take over once again. after all i posted mine, and nothing in the whole world can be less comprehensible and more transparent at the same time.

 

[Naku ist krig]

@if i am mealphaser,then rahvin: I am not going to post them, they´re unfinished and they will be unfinished until i record the songs. -which is like never

 

[rahvin]

@if i am mealphaser,then rahvin: I am not going to post them, they´re unfinished and they will be unfinished until i record the songs. -which is like never

lame excuse. i'm unfinished and will be unfinished until i write my first bestselling novel, which is like never, but i post anyway.

 

[Naku ist krig]

@rahvin: they´re on finnish so you will propably have some problems understanding them. Just like I have problems understaning your replies sometimes.

 

[Hiljainen]

you have?

yes on and off meaning for example that i smoke every now and then for some months, and then didn't smoke for some other months, i thought you knew that

 

[rahvin]

yes on and off meaning for example that i smoke every now and then for some months, and then didn't smoke for some other months, i thought you knew that

must have witnessed the off months only.


for the record, i now feel like crying. this has however nothing to do with hilj's smoking habit.

 

[Hiljainen]

must have witnessed the off months only.

yeah, i never smoked around you, when i'm in company of non smokers i usually avoid to make them choke, staying some time without smoking isn't a problem

for the record, i now feel like crying. this has however nothing to do with hilj's smoking habit.

:/ (this has nothing to do with rahvin not being sad for smoking habits either)

 

[hyena]

rahvin, do not cry, since tonight i'm feeling oddly well, something that hasn't happened for a while. i don't know what the point is, but i'm satisfied with having spent the day at home, reading stuff, goofing around on the internet, and wasting my time. i didn't have any drink, which partially contributes to the circumstance that i don't feel tired. mr. right also called me today and mentioned five frozen pizzas, probably meaning that tomorrow i'm seeing heather love (no, it's not a code, there's a story ), but i'm not even horrified. i'm going to try and engineer a meeting for next week, say what i feel, and then let it all go to waste... well, no. and then i'm also going to ask him how i rebuild everything from scratch. it's as reasonable as it gets, methinks. now, back to reading silly stuff.

 

[Sunjammer]

Yeah, but there's a perillous aspect on this: you never know how deep the bottom might be, especially when there is people reaching new horizons of decay. Maybe the bottom is virtually fathomless, after all.

Hmm.. You got a point there. Maybe I've just hit a reef or something then?

 

[Rusty]

Sami, as everyone else has pretty much said by now, take care you dozy vammasod.

NF: Bizarrely okay at the moment. You could almost say wistfully... content. Not happy. And only content with things right now, overall things are still crappy. But the day has ended well, so I'm not feeling suicidal right now.

 

[mousewings]

@Ormir: take care of yourself, honey.

Stop smoking too. I think it'll help with your sicknesses. It's an expensive habit and I hate the smell of cigarette smoke on guys. It'll increase your marriage prospects if ya stop smoking.

 

[Tebus]

@Ormir: I wish the best for you dude. Hope your condition doesn't get worse.

@rahvin: I hear ya man. I've been so eradic emotionally lately. One day I'm really happy and just content with everything. And then 5 minutes from being in that state, I could feel like a complete waste of flesh and just want to sulk all day. It's so hard for me to remember that "We can if we want to..."