After an extremely depressing yesterday, I feel on top of the world
today. Worst part is that I really broke up with my girl yesterday.
There are some issues between us that doesn't seem to improve
and even though we have good times, it's not good for me thinking
about this all the time.
I was expecting to be sad, and I guess I will sometimes but now
it is a BIG relief... trust me. Not gonna shut my emotions inside but
I really feel happy now... I made it, and I know that I will develop
faster and better now. So there goes 5 1/2 years, but we're still
friends
Now I wanna be alone for a while no matter what, and
being alone makes me think about all the stuff I wanna do.. and
will. No need for self pity, only self improvement