I hate stupid ex boyfriends who I try to reconcile with, because he wanted to. I drive to where we were meeting. He stands me up, I call him, he tells me his car broke down but that he's on his way. I think I hear the voice of the fucking cunt he cheated on me with in the background.
I wait a few more minutes, I leave. I drive the ten minutes to his house. There his fucking car is parked right in front of his house, her car right behind it.
That's where I should have stopped. I should have stopped caring, turned around and drove home, saved myself some embarrassment, and maintained my dignity, but instead:
I ring the bell. She answers, she starts laughing AT ME. I go to leave. She opens the door and starts shouting at me, telling me how funny it is to hear my voice on the other end of the phone she's cracking up like the stupid coked up little bitch that she is.
So like a complete idiot I walk back to the door, I tell her to stay out of my business with him.
Maybe I was shaking my finger in her face, and she reached out to bitch slap me, so I punched her in the face.
Oops.
She came after me, and I punched her again, and then again for good measure. He came running out after me, grabbed me by the shirt. I flung myself away from him and kicked his mailbox before getting back into my car, where I drove to a gas station and cried for about 40 minutes.
I feel like a complete asshole for punching a girl in the face, even though she hit me first, she only slapped me.
So men who are assholes, stupid cunts, and ridiculous situations made me angry
P.S. I'm sure his neighbors (and my ex-neighbors) got quite a show.
I've never really hit someone, ever. And it was very strange and obviously solved nothing but my temporary desire to harm or kill her.
I hate stupid ex boyfriends who I try to reconcile with, because he wanted to. I drive to where we were meeting. He stands me up, I call him, he tells me his car broke down but that he's on his way. I think I hear the voice of the fucking cunt he cheated on me with in the background.
I wait a few more minutes, I leave. I drive the ten minutes to his house. There his fucking car is parked right in front of his house, her car right behind it.
That's where I should have stopped. I should have stopped caring, turned around and drove home, saved myself some embarrassment, and maintained my dignity, but instead:
I ring the bell. She answers, she starts laughing AT ME. I go to leave. She opens the door and starts shouting at me, telling me how funny it is to hear my voice on the other end of the phone she's cracking up like the stupid coked up little bitch that she is.
So like a complete idiot I walk back to the door, I tell her to stay out of my business with him.
Maybe I was shaking my finger in her face, and she reached out to bitch slap me, so I punched her in the face.
Oops.
She came after me, and I punched her again, and then again for good measure. He came running out after me, grabbed me by the shirt. I flung myself away from him and kicked his mailbox before getting back into my car, where I drove to a gas station and cried for about 40 minutes.
I feel like a complete asshole for punching a girl in the face, even though she hit me first, she only slapped me.
So men who are assholes, stupid cunts, and ridiculous situations made me angry
P.S. I'm sure his neighbors (and my ex-neighbors) got quite a show.
I've never really hit someone, ever. And it was very strange and obviously solved nothing but my temporary desire to harm or kill her.
Personally, threatening to get police involved deserves a BIGGER beating. At least then the charges are justified.
Thanks everyone. I definitely need to cut him out of my life. And Morganna, I actually did burn a bunch of letters he'd sent me, notes he'd left me in the morning before work, it felt good. I've been crying like an idiot because I still love him, despite... hating him, dually. Haha.
He called me before all whining and I told him to the cut the shit, and never speak to me again.
So hopefully he takes me up. Blocked him on all internet fronts, etc.
Oh man. I still feel like a douche for kicking the shit out of her. But... oh how it felt devilishly good. I think that's why I feel bad. I'm usually so nonviolent, and to admit that I was actually rather contented to punch her makes me feel so... bad haha.
Thanks everyone. I definitely need to cut him out of my life. And Morganna, I actually did burn a bunch of letters he'd sent me, notes he'd left me in the morning before work, it felt good. I've been crying like an idiot because I still love him, despite... hating him, dually. Haha.
He called me before all whining and I told him to the cut the shit, and never speak to me again.
So hopefully he takes me up. Blocked him on all internet fronts, etc.
Oh man. I still feel like a douche for kicking the shit out of her. But... oh how it felt devilishly good. I think that's why I feel bad. I'm usually so nonviolent, and to admit that I was actually rather contented to punch her makes me feel so... bad haha.