She does play keyboards.
She had a dungeon synth project.
She ever release anything? I’m a casual fan of the genre. Should have my Hedge Wizard vinyl shipping any day now.![]()
@Terasophe
did you actually get around to writing that song about me yet??
so i saw three more vets over the weekend and yesterday, including a specialist today and im not hearing anything good really. Three of em said that when theres a tumor on the spleen it is almost always cancerous, and even with surgery she would only get a few months at most. Which im not sure is even enough time for her to recover from the surgery. but still there is a slim chance it might not be cancerous but the only way to know is if they open her up. One thing i know for sure is i dont want her to die on a doctors table, if she goes she will go surrounded by her loved ones at home. The first three doctors said that the surgery will be tough on her and that she might not even make it and if she does it will only be for a little while. The "specialist" i saw today wanted to go straight for surgery, said that she will make it through the surgery and slapped with an $10k estimate. I wanted to get an ultrasound(which the first vet recommended) but the fucking "specialists" didnt have an ultrasound machine or tech available or someshit. One of the vets today talked me out of getting a blood transfusion(just to make her feel a little better until i decided what to do), but i think that's what ill be aiming for tomorrow. All the vets are telling me she is not in pain, but rather weak because she's losing blood(some has leaked into her abdomenIt's often worth getting a second opinion on things. People make mistakes, we'd like to hope those who diagnose humans and pets with fatal diseases don't but the truth is they are human like the rest of us. You never know, the fact that the first guy doesn't do the kind of surgery he thinks is needed might be the silver lining you are looking for because the second guy might find it's not needed at all.
the way she keeps looking at me is just heartbreaking. not a face of someone who isnt in pain
i fucking hate the fact that we have to trust these guys with the lives of our loved ones. From what ive seen and experienced throughout my life, doctors/vets/etc have done more harm due to their greed and negligence than good. Most of them are more concerned about the business aspect of things over everything else. Makes me sick to my stomach.
She's super bad in the mornings. Doesnt want to get up, doesnt eat, gums are pale ... then she slowly perks up(if i can even use that here) as the day goes
yeah this all started after he passed away. They were also lifelong partnersIt's hard to know what's going on in the heads of animals but you forever hear about people, oldies especially, who have lived together forever and then once one dies the other doesn't last much longer. Your girl lost her friend not long back, whether she's in physical pain might not be the case, she might be in emotional pain
I promised myself i would never do that again. I think it's her saying "please help me" ... which is just killing me.
She just woke up from a good few hours of sleep, scarfed down some chicken and canned pumpkin heh. She loves pumpkin
Sounds like she's going through a really tough time mate. Saying goodbye to a beloved pet is never easy.I promised myself i would never do that again. I think it's her saying "please help me" ... which is just killing me.
She just woke up from a good few hours of sleep, scarfed down some chicken and canned pumpkin heh. She loves pumpkin