rahvin
keeper of the flame
more or less the same here. years and years of repetition can do that to you, i'm sure. still from time to time things will change again, it's only important to try and find an environment where there are still things to explore and people to get closer to. if it's not your area, try elsewhere. why don't you go visit that girl of yours in england? take a few days off, drop by wherever she's hiding, and say: look, my life got really boring of late, are things here any better? bear in mind that if she's annoyed by that she's stupid.Child of Time said:I’m almost living some kind of recluse-monk life, five floors over the students at this uni where I “work” and I seldom see any people at work except for the electroengineers at this department. When I see my friends, we’re almost as passive as I’m when I’m by myself – we have almost totally lost fancy for nightlife and our activities are playing different sorts of games, watching movies at home or at the cinema or talking walks in the boring villages where we live.
She already knows that I like her, so the second alternative would only sound like the big, bad lie it would be. And I don't think that she and her best friend would like if I came with my suitcase to live with them in the single room they're renting.