Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

[Rusty]

NF: Quite good after having the longest sleep-in I've had for a while, since I was up late last night watching films and doing strange things in front of a webcam (not that strange). Today could be a very boring day though, so I'll have to find something productive to do. I'm feeling strangely creative and inspired at the moment, but that feeling never lasts for long once I actually start doing something creative and realise I'm not good enough to pull it (whatever it is) off. I really need a regular hobby.

EDIT: I'm also excited, because it was confirmed yesterday that Farmakon will be playing in London on the 27th of June, which is when I'll be coming back from Finland. Good timing.

EDIT2: Thanks Tranquillian.

 

[Tebus]

@hyena: Thanks, I completely agree. That's a good way to put it to say it's a very private experience. Because I normally don't care how oddly I might be acting to an outsider, but in this case it won't be so easy to dismiss. But it is important that she knows what I'm all about, so I better not hold back. Thanks for sharing your experiences. My goal is to have a very soar neck the next day.

@Arch: That must've been a sweet deal. Good times.

 

[Malaclypse]

@tebus: yeah, you shouldn't try to be someone else, because you aren't. just see if she can cope with your "odd" behaviour, maybe she will even like it

 

[Caelestia]

nf: tired and strange. i slept fine, woke up crappy, and was dizzy all day. i almost passed out in town.

 

[hyena]

nf: like i'm laughing a lot. i happen to be listening to a song named "satania", nuff said. my junk mail filter is total shit, i was one minute away from calling a friend and telling him to fuck off because it's not polite to leave emails unanswered, then i found out that he'd written ages ago and the filter had canned his email.

 

[Naku ist krig]

NF:

Although i have 5 exams ahead.

 

[rahvin]

nf: second ophtalmic migraine in a month today. i don't think i need to say more. so i will: also, everything sucks badly today, and my life doesn't budge. i'd spend the night crying over my migraine (yeah, it's bound to help, i'm sure) but i'm going out instead, even though i don't even care about going out anymore, even though i don't even care about the singer from vnv nation dj-ing in my town tonight.
fuck. in any decent universe i would have been dead long before now. this place is a let down.

 

[Caelestia]

@rahvin: *hugs* i wish i could heal you.

 

[hyena]

rahve: sorry to hear. give me a call tmw if you feel like, will you.

nf: i like pulley's new record.

 

[rahvin]

nf: what a useless night. ronan harris didn't even show up, and the music was way too loud. aside from a couple of sappy moments when they put rubicon and disappoint on, there was a lot of thrashing and general feeling of aggression around. i'm sure this kind of style will become the new metal, with scores of elitarian kids feeling all special because they belong to something that involves music most "commoners" couldn't bear to listen to for more than three minutes. me, i'll be navigating other styles by then: i'm already perplexed by dj's who, instead of tinkering around with the liquid sounds, insist on making covenant's call the ships to port into a dancefloor stomper.

my migraine/headache/hangover got all mixed up at some point, depriving me of a single consistent reason to bitch and moan. i don't really know what to make of yesterday's episode. i'm mightily scared that this is now going to start happening very frequently, mightily scared of having to face this alone as i am, mightily scared that eventually - sorry, li - there will be no healing from any direction because i suck too much, i can't compete, and the battles i should have won but lost are all in the past.

 

[Arch]

NF: Horny and excited. Gonna go on a quasi-date with a friend of mine. I've known her for 4 years now, so I feel comfortable.

 

[rahvin]

there is a good thing about last night, which i forgot to mention earlier because i'm a self-centred asshole. my friends made me a spiffy 512mb flashdisk removable unit as a birthday present. i wub them for that, they've been really kind and considerate to go through the trouble of finding something i both would like, and didn't own already.

 

[hyena]

nf: like i want to go back to bed.

woke up.

switched my mobile on.

got a message saying that my mom has tried to call me again this morning. she tried last night, and my phone was switched off, too. it's way annoying: normally i am the one to call home, but now she signed up for a special offer and she's got two months of free calls to my number. it's going to be a very long spring. i can't tell her to fuck off because of the situation with my father - there's no need for more tension, but i'm really annoyed by the stress of all these calls.

got a second message, from the guy i was supposed to go for a walk with tonight, and he's standing me up because he's very hung over. i am pretty flabbergasted, since when hangovers keep people from going out? maybe he wants to stay in his room and bang his head against the wall until the hangover goes away.

so, i'm going to dinner with another (female) friend, and i also risk to find myself in a countryside restaurant eating a famed piglet recipe.... sitting next to heather love, of all people.

i feel horrible.

@rahve: talk?

 

[rahvin]

@rahve: talk?

later, before you go out to sit next to heather love (seems quite appropriate a timing). now i'm a bit inarticulate, speech-wise. i'll call you around, err, 6-7 cet if it's ok by you and if you don't purposefully switch off your phone fearing i might be your mom. i assure you i'm not, i have an alibi for that night in '78.

 

[hyena]

the night was probably in '77, though. quick i may be, but let's not stretch it.
by 6 i'll be driving towards heather love, pulled down by gravity at breakneck (her neck) speed. i think i'll be going out around 5.30. if you can call before, i'd like it better - otherwise i'll call you on mon night, if i manage to be faster than my mom.

 

[rahvin]

the night was probably in '77, though. quick i may be, but let's not stretch it.
by 6 i'll be driving towards heather love, pulled down by gravity at breakneck (her neck) speed. i think i'll be going out around 5.30. if you can call before, i'd like it better - otherwise i'll call you on mon night, if i manage to be faster than my mom.

we'll do either. or both. whatever.

 

[fireangel]

NF:

Although i have 5 exams ahead.

so you´ll do them fine, will you? And when they are finished, think of some more new threads, cuz I miss your insane ideas


rahvin: why didn´t ronan harris come there? Sorry to hear that
but you got a good present, I agree I bought myself an external harddrive and it turned out being extremely useful

NF: gotta make some coffee. And I love Ensiferum everyday more and more

 

[rahvin]

rahvin: why didn´t ronan harris come there? Sorry to hear that

my guess is he agreed to come because they've been bugging him for ages, then he was in town for whatever reason, but around 4am he had better things to do than actually go dj-ing for about 30 people. i can't blame him for not showing up, i just wish i had been told before waiting for hours in the dark and smoke with a migraine.

 

[fireangel]

oh, but I would have thought that when he was in town already, then he could aswell have showed up. And it doesn´t matter if it are 30 people or 300.... You should consider switching to oomph!´s Dero DJing parties, or those of Jussi 69 *LOL* They always show up (though I haven´t been there yet .... )

 

[rahvin]

You should consider switching to oomph!´s Dero DJing parties, or those of Jussi 69 *LOL* They always show up (though I haven´t been there yet .... )

*shakes fist menacingly* one of these days i'll... err... yank your braid?