Hello, ShadowofDeath.
This one will be my first post in those forums, and I'm glad I read yours soon 'cause I'd like to tell you some stuff:
Hey, don't worry. There's certain kind of people in all areas of existence whose need to feel that their ground is exclusive and not for everyone, perhaps to make them feel that they are unique and unreachable. I'm 27 now, but when I started listening metal I was 9. I live in Mexico City; by that time this was a DEAD LAND concerning metal music and merchandise in general. There were some interesting magazines (only L.A. sprayed-haired magazines by the way) and they were ridicously expensive and hard to find. A ¨nice people¨store comercialized them mainly. This store (called Sanborns) was the place where I kept stand up for HOURS, 4 days a week, in front of their mags kiosko just to read reviews and notices from the metal world. I could not buy them, of course, because of their price, but during those sessions I memorized lists of discographies and bandmembers. As I had no money either to buy records, I used to tape a metal radio show. When a song amazed me, I saved money (from my lunch too!) to buy the album. Of course my mamma didn't like it
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Tape tradings and bootlegs came later, when I had a little more age to go to a legendary ambulant market here in Mexico City that specializes in "revolting" and underground music, called "Chopo". Well, I was like 10 y.o. when I first visited this magic place. I was excited because finally I was going to have access to tapes and merchandise of my music! But then, at the entrance, a big imponent punk grunged at me: "Rrrrh, this is not a kindergarden!" This insolence was an example of the insensibility towards age I was going to face for years...
Yeah, there were (and I think will always be) insulting people which didn't give a damn about how many acknowledgement I had of metal, or my views about a band. These dorks just shaked their long hairs and ignored me 'cause I was underaged and they were oh-so-seventeen. But then I grew up, and I found out that there were fortunately a lot of oter cool and kind people which used to find cool a girl with such musical preferences. Don't get angry you with these people! Maybe some of them wish they had your dedication when they were 13
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You wrote about you being pointed with questions about metal to "test" your knowledge, to check if you are worthy of the logia. Well, this is an aspect of the general metal scene that displeases me the most. What the hell one has to prove anything to anyone! Not even to your parents! (well, exceptions to every case applies) Metal is about being YOU and follow yourself if you think you're doing the right way, NOT about compare yourself with the encyclopedia other metalhead might have on his / her brain! Of course, this genre of music (like perhaps all genres of non-mass-media music) has thousands of really music-fans who care every aspect of what they listen: the tracks, the band, the booklet design, the producer, the tourdates, the structures of the song, the lyrics, etc. etc. And trading and discussing this info is a great source of pleasure for those who listen metal, including me. But other thing is confronting knowledge to check who's more metal than the other. Childish! The attitude here is the important thing.
Well, Shadow. I wrote a lot, but you seem to not care of large writings
. Hope what I said helped you in some way. And don't get (so) angry: you're on the right way!
Lux Perpetua.