drunk on chablis. but it didn't make me happy enough. my current situation is: i have a boyfriend who's trying me on politics and he's always giving the wrong answer. i am realizing that i miss some features (and no, not these ones) of my ex. another guy sends me messages saying i'm sorely missed and i should go back to rome. tonight i asked the friend i was with if he could turn into a Dark Lord of any saga of his choice, have sex with me, and then kill me, cos I am hungover on absurdity and nothing seems to stop the uneasiness. He didn't manage so we ended up in a pub with three scientologists and Wolfy, discussing the physical weight of a person's mind without even laughing cos we wanted to keep them talking for serious amusement. i am taking a roadtrip with rahvin tomorrow. god bless.