Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

[rahvin]

nf: glad that ben is back. and crappy and pointless like rusty, but also a bit cold.

 

[Child of Time]

Oh don't be a sissy >(

Some of us have had to go through most things in life alone.

but but but... it's 130km forth, and 130 more to get back.

pah, that is the same distance I drove yesterday

You heard them! 130 kms is nothing! Ehh, well ok, it's rather boring to drive 260 km alone, but it might be worth it, you know?

 

[rahvin]

You heard them! 130 kms is nothing! Ehh, well ok, it's rather boring to drive 260 km alone, but it might be worth it, you know?

and then being alone through the show, too? well, i'll think about it.

 

[Child of Time]

and then being alone through the show, too?

Yeah.

well, i'll think about it.

Do so.

 

[Sunjammer]

NF: A cold coming on... Yet another one, that is...

 

[Rusty]

NF: Not only have I lost my point, I've also lost my worth, use, hope, and meaning. Still not cold though.

Also, I'm peeing more than usual.

 

[Child of Time]

When I read D_J's comment about the Swedish taxes, I remembered that I'll get 3974 SEK ($505 or €430) in tax refund this autumn. :Spin: Just so you know.

 

[DeepInMisery]

I get a little too, but less than you..

Just so you know.

NF: weeh, i repaired my dvdplayer without consulting a technician :'D (had to get down and dirty and solder..) so now i can enjoy livedamage the way it's supposed to be

 

[mousewings]

NF: A cold coming on... Yet another one, that is...

You caught it from me. Too bad I still have it after giving it to you.

 

[hyena]

who is going to see evilenko tomorrow? me, me, me! :hotjump:

 

[Northern Lights]

NF: I want to be well now

 

[fireangel]

NF: I just watched a documentation about Finland :/ which increased my feeling of being dislocated pretty much. It´s not that I don´t like my country, not that, but I just like the other place more.
Then I try to prepare for my exams & master thesis, finally, and just when I read what I all need to know for the end (I knew it, but in a way I tried to forget) I just thought, hey where is the emergency exit.... I mean it must work, I am good at that, just incredibly lazy in long phases.... and anyhow when I later write papers or stuff like that, it is pretty much like having to write a master thesis on a regular basis. My cousin does expert opinions in biology, and several of the cases take around six months, so it´s almost the same amount of time for each project.
Damn, it can´t be so difficult if I just work hard. Only starting with it it is difficult.
I feel like drowning in stuff..

 

[King Chaos]

All week been I've doing people magnificent favours. I havnt felt that anyone has been aware of the sacrifices and stress Ive put out for em, but I dont care too much Im more bothered that My good isnt making any difference (apart from making me tired and annoyed and have no time to do what I want!!!)

Just went to go see my friends band, which has numbed the pain of my mind tumour but it will be back with avengence. They were good, so Im happy now I guess (uncertainty makes me think twice)

 

[Rusty]

NF: I really wish I knew what the hell I want.

 

[OnyxDragon98]

All week been I've doing people magnificent favours. I havnt felt that anyone has been aware of the sacrifices and stress Ive put out for em, but I dont care too much Im more bothered that My good isnt making any difference (apart from making me tired and annoyed and have no time to do what I want!!!)

dude this is the exact way i feel right now..but i think i acctually do care about it because ive been putting up with it for so damn long (a year to be exact) and its getting really old . im starting to rethink the way i should act..maybe i shouldnt be so nice ah well..im gonna tell one of friends how i feel and this time he better not go "oh quit your bitching man"..because if he does *shakes fist* :Smug:

 

[Neurotica]

NF: Really stressed and pissed off. I have been having a ton of homework lately. I'm also trying to get my driver's licence, so I have to take classes for that and drive around with this crazy old lady. And I'm trying to get a job, so I'm going to many interveiws/job fairs. All this stuff is happening too fast, especially because last week was spring break and I had absolutly nothing to worry about - then all this stuff to do suddenly came out of nowhere. And tonight my mom has been a real bitchy/yelling mood. Damn.

 

[rahvin]

ok, this is going to sound odd.
in the past couple of weeks i've experienced a weird phenomenon: when i get up in the morning i instinctively think of rusty. i don't really think anything in particular about him, it's more like the sudden thought that rusty exists crosses my mind. i have a brief flash of rusty's avatar, or maybe some joke he cracked the day before, then it's done and the feeling ebbs away.

it might be because i tend to relate to him when it comes to consideration of the self and trust in human relationship, aka the marvelous things they can entail (and won't). but i'm not sure my train of thoughts in the early morning is so elaborate after all.

 

[Child of Time]

rahvin:

 

[Dark_Jester]

 

[Hiljainen]

NF: pissed off: my email adress is on a mailing list i don't even know that floods my inbox with loads of people talking about italian black metal now i asked to take my adress out of there since i can't, only to find out that there are at least 5 other persons there with the same problem. the person who put me on it could at least ask me before since he almost doesn't know me anyway. i want to peel the skin out of him