Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

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I managed to outsmart a migraine attack last night. Hurray. I took a regular painkiller as quick as I felt it coming, and went to sleep. Great.

I've only one week left on this shitty vocational training and then it's math and anxiety over math for one month. It is going to be so FUN.
 
NF: Better by the passing of each day. Funny feeling really, but there's no denying it. I'm looking forward to a meeting with a person I care a lot about, but haven't seen in a very long while...
 
Rusty said:
NF: Concerned about our glorious leader.
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thanks. :)
it seems tonight i've been doing more than having sudden thoughts about you. i've had sudden thoughts about others, and this is never a good sign. we seem to be able to accept that things are less than perfect all too easily: we start living with it today, and in the blink of an eye years have passed without us getting any closer to something that is worth achieving. some people regale themselves with a forced, sedated peace that keeps them trudging along, and it happens often that i slip into the habit too.
but as long as i'm not sure that it's written in the stars that i have to quench what i truly desire, there will come that one day of the year when i dare to ask something for myself. and the answer is still no, but at least i haven't forgotten i exist yet.

oh, and my stomach hurts.
 
I could easily cope with maths or any subject, as long as I at least understand the basics of what I'm doing. But what I did yesterday... The morons who made my math book even were insolent enough to call it "some easy dghkjerhj...equations" o_O
 
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Uhh, in Swedish it's called "potency equations" but I don't know if that makes sense.

Btw, yesterday one of the professors on this department came into my room and asked me, who has no post-secondary school English education, to translate a twelve page document which is to be used when applying for research funds! I don't think I have to add that this professor is rather nutty.
 
NF: Fucking brother. A week of detoxing, being really ill, everyone virtually waiting on him hand and foot, having things done for him (I, for example, spent 6 or 7 hours fucking about with his ancient computer to make it play some games to help him pass the time - there was a lot more like that), getting his mates to come around and watch films with him, jam with him, the rest of us making sure we keep him in the house so he can't sneak out and take more heroin while he's feeling anxious, everyone always making sure we know where he is so we can keep an eye on him, buying all kinds of herbal crap and medicine and relaxation tapes and whatever else to help him relax, all of this to get his system clean, and then the second day he's back out into the world he goes and takes some more heroin.
rahvin said:
thanks. :)
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You do agree then that you are glorious?? That's good, work on that.
 
Rusty said:
NF: Fucking brother. [...]and then the second day he's back out into the world he goes and takes some more heroin.
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sucks, i know, but you should probably be prepared to that and more. a distant relative of mine is in the same conditions: sometimes all the care and the well-being is not enough, and a tendency to keep on resorting to the same escapism on the part of those who have been addicted is possibly never going to go away. but maybe in time he'll manage to at least control its habit: the gravest danger is the escaltion in consumption. is he taking any prescribed surrogate?

You do agree then that you are glorious?? That's good, work on that.
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i agree only on the fact that you were addressing me, smartass. :p it's as if by replying to this you'd agree you're a smartass. :p
 
@Rusty: :( You hit the nail on the head with the post in the Picture Thread :me:

NF: Happy it's Friday night. Will spend the weekend vegging out a lot and working a little.
 
rahvin said:
sucks, i know, but you should probably be prepared to that and more. a distant relative of mine is in the same conditions: sometimes all the care and the well-being is not enough, and a tendency to keep on resorting to the same escapism on the part of those who have been addicted is possibly never going to go away. but maybe in time he'll manage to at least control its habit: the gravest danger is the escaltion in consumption. is he taking any prescribed surrogate?
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He's been taking Naltrexone, which is apparently supposed to block the effects of taking heroin, the idea being that if it's not going to affect him then he won't bother taking it. It's worked before, according to him; whether it's simply not enough this time or whether he's been puking the pills up after he's taken them (which he's done in the past too), I don't know. But I am prepared for it, it's been happening over and over again for 5 years now. It just doesn't make me feel any less livid when it happens again; I can only feel relieved he's in town and not at home right now.

rahvin said:
i agree only on the fact that you were addressing me, smartass. :p it's as if by replying to this you'd agree you're a smartass. :p
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But of course I am a smartarse, or I at least try to be. :p
 
the restless traveler will leave tomorrow in the morning for rome, in order to attend hyena's birthday party in the night. i'll be back by sunday evening, though, thus totalling a whopping 16 hours of driving in 48 hours. now that's when we don't need ophthalmic migraines, right? ;)

anyway, as usual i will post less or not at all but the board will be monitored. if someone has a camera we might end up posting pics of people you know nothing about, just for the sake of pissing you off. :p and i swear i will get someone to do with hyena a scene like ulla with hearse. :D
 
Malaclypse said:
i feel VERY confused, for i just witness an impailed nazarene clip on our local pop tv station :err:
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did you say POP station?..arent those guys the complete opposite of pop? with their anti-gay lyrics n shit?...thats wierd man :err:

NF: pretty damn good..about to go to the cd store to see what i can haul in with my recent load of cash :D
 
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