Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

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NF: I have a headache and I'm feeling really tired and drained, which might not help towards demo-ing my program this afternoon, but while I'm in town I'll get some travel insurance and when I come home I'll finally get around to booking my flights!! Never did it yesterday since I got distracted by stuff, including my brother playing up again. Still, I'm not too bad overall. :p
 
NF: More anxious than yesterday, as this exam actually matters :erk:. I have this feeling that Ill sit down but I just won't be able to write anything. Its a bloody english exam too and Im predicted an A.... which puts shit loads of presure on. Plus when I read my past mock versions of this exam I cant help but feel Ill never be able to maintain that level of quallity in my written comunication. :erk: :erk: :erk: Plus Im gettin shit loads of hand cramps when I write... this could destroy me!!!
 
King, the best thing I was told when I had to do the descriptive writing part was something like "use an adjective with every noun". Really helps to get across the details of whatever it is you're describing, or something like that... anyway, it helped me. As for the hand cramps, every 15 minutes stop writing, drop your hand to your side, and flex it like buggery for half a minute or so (while you're doing it, you can think quickly about exactly what you want to put next). Good luck!! :)
 
Best of luck, KC. Break a pencil (bring extras) :)

NF: Content yet a bit envious. Dropped my friend off today and he lives in a disgustingly large mansion atop a hill. Eek, bad Li.
 
NF: Lost and empty. And kind of disappointed in myself, because i promised myself i'd do this when i notice it's time, but now i just can't. I've even dreamt of the damn place almost every night this week, grrr. I know it would be the right thing to do, but i just caaaaan't, because i'd die of boredom, and i'd just be pissed all the time.
Also i'm very annoyed at a fact i can't change, because i can't go back to not existing. Why does a stupid tiny thing like this have to ruin everything..it's so stupid that i've been giggling at it since i found out, but that's just because i'm trying to avoid hurting too much and breaking down. yay me.
I'm also pissed off because i'm not sure if i can go to that damn gig tomorrow, and i'll be so fucking broken that i'll die if this doesn't turn out well. I wish little things like these didn't affect my life so much.
I miss Juha. Why couldn't we just keep the damn promise we made when we were like 5 and sitting on the floor eating grass and playing laivanupotuswhateveritwascalledthe kymmenen leijonaa laivassa ja sitten jotain tapahtuu ja blah blah blah game :(

OMG I WANT TO PLAY TUIKKIS :eek:
 
nf: uuuuuhhhh. yeah, i do feel like a wolf. :p no, actually i don't. i'm a bit confused. rejection looms large above my head, because i'm me, but i'm actually enjoying myself.
 
NF: a little bit of stomach ache

@ idari: I often feel like I just want to go back to the way things were before... when I was ignorant to the hate filled systems generated by a malformed idiotic race called humanity. When to suffer was not an option. I just listen to real cheesy powermetal when I get these kind of blues... It makes me feel young again (the fantasy aspect).
 
NF: Relieved. Damn semester is finally over. Victory is mine!
 
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