Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

[Onyx]

Do I live?

 

[Hiljainen]

Thanks people for the advice anyway today was my trying-day and i already quitted, it was even shittier than i thought. i'd look for something else where at least they give me more than imaginary money too bad nobody seems to be looking

 

[Ethereal Sage]

I wish you luck Hiljainen! I hope you find a job that makes you want to get up every day

 

[Qsilver]

10 bucks says you still didn't go get your tickets after you posted that.

Those 10 bucks were right. The tickets were sold out. But now i booked a 1-day ticket for each day which cost me 25 euros more than a 3-day ticket would've cost.. Not sure yet whether to buy all of them or only 2.

 

[Caelestia]

nf: happy. going out with two of my best local buds soon :Spin:

 

[OnyxDragon98]

Nf: like shiitt
just friggin woke up to my sister yelling and screaming because she got something in the mail from ebay..it think it was a shirt still doesnt merit waking me up at 1 in the afternoon

 

[Siren]

NF: excitedddd, i just found out there's a Seelenschmerz Fest 2004, and the line up so far sounds promising enough with Diary of Dreams and Blutengel p) in it. i couldn't be happier right now. :Spin:

 

[hyena]

@hilj: one thing i found to be real fun as a summer/night job was promoting local shows every once in a while. the money is bad, but at least it's fun. and if you add a little bartending/cloakroom service on the side, you can even make a decent amount in a night. look into your local pub and club scene, i'm sure you're going to find something.

nf: a bit sick, i've done too many things today and i also woke up at 6.30 am. tomorrow will be as action-packed as today was, so i'm starting to think about going to bed now with a nice lenghty hannibal fanfiction.

edit: @rahvin: how can a day be bad if you get to see me?

 

[Hiljainen]

@hilj: one thing i found to be real fun as a summer/night job was promoting local shows every once in a while. the money is bad, but at least it's fun. and if you add a little bartending/cloakroom service on the side, you can even make a decent amount in a night. look into your local pub and club scene, i'm sure you're going to find something.

that sounds fun but the only place in the town where there are live shows is transilvania pub, and they're already full of people, all the other decent places are out of town and i have problems since i have a driving license but very rarely i can use the car for myself. i could look for a job in some pub around here but they're all small places where drunk old men shout all night and it's rather hard to find something decent unless you know the owner. so i'm mostly looking for daily work in shops or whatever and i might have found something (if they want me).
lol i also thought about working for cirio, you know, tomatoes harvest but still i have troubles with the travel, i think i'd need the car

 

[King Chaos]

King: Ouch. And why did you drop psychology? That's one of the most interesting subjects you can study, imo.

Yeah, I found the things we should have been studying fascinating but we had serious problems with our teachers (Being terrible and getting fired etc) so eveything I picked up was from my own initiative. I wish things could have been better in that subject.

@King: yeah i know how that is..had to do it to one of my friends a while ago. I cant remember the exact details, but he was denying that one of his friends was saying stuff behind his back, like really fucking horrible stuff (again cant remember details..doesnt matter though). He was stupid enough to call me a liar, when he KNOWS i never lied to my friends about something of importance (of course there are times where lying is fun ..but its only minor). It turned out that he didnt want to believe me after 2 hours of me piling up evidence for it, so i just said "fuck it, your hopeless" and left.

It's cool to know someone that can relate (although I dont exactly know ya ). Its just the amount of stress it caused. [~RaNT~] It was like a huge injustice. I started shaking. I swear I was only one more shot of biological Adrenaline off getting general adaptation syndrome and dying of a fucking stomach ulcer. They are in a band together (My firend and his girlfriend). I go to every gig and the only people that turn up are the people I bring along. It's at the point now where they dont even advertise their gigs, just because I supported them by doing so they assume they can leave shit like that randomly to me. And his girlfriend (the guitarist in the band) does nothing but shit on me and my life, making rumours and trying to turn fuckers against me just because I confronted her for literally trying to (and failing miserably) manipulate people into hating my girlfriend. [/RaNT]

 

[rahvin]

this should maybe go in the movie thread, but it's mostly about how i feel: frightened. sara's a david lynch fanatic so she took me to a projection of lost highways. well, the movie's usually completely unreadable and scary, scary, scary. sara's habit of walking out of the theater and not saying a word because she needs to think about it on her own is somewhat scary as well. why of the 2 people i meet most often in this town one never leaves the house and the other is as cryptic as a pharaoh's burial room?

 

[YaYo]

NF: Tired since i only got 4 hours sleep last night. No real reason for it either, i was very tired but kept thinking about stuff (nothing that should've caused lack of sleep though). Now i begin another day's work lacking enthusiasm, i'm rather in need of a break soon. I guess that's one good thing about doing software programming work, if my output is low then i just make claims that there was a lot of thinking behind it.

My passport is apparantly on it's way too, which is always a good thing.

I'm also in one of my small 'ambitious' stages with my music, getting some artwork done and taking steps towards getting the first demo album to a stage where i want to send it around places. Shouldn't be too far if i can manage to be motivated and not-lazy for long enough, unfortunately these things never seem to last long.. But i've got the most achievable plan yet, and it's quite within grasp.

 

[OnyxDragon98]

It's cool to know someone that can relate (although I dont exactly know ya )

not much to know there man

Its just the amount of stress it caused. [~RaNT~] It was like a huge injustice. I started shaking. I swear I was only one more shot of biological Adrenaline off getting general adaptation syndrome and dying of a fucking stomach ulcer.

thats always the way it goes when something like this happens, its like "if you say that one more time..im gonna fucking strangle you" and i know since i was gonna do that with my friend who wouldnt believe me there

They are in a band together (My firend and his girlfriend). I go to every gig and the only people that turn up are the people I bring along. It's at the point now where they dont even advertise their gigs, just because I supported them by doing so they assume they can leave shit like that randomly to me. And his girlfriend (the guitarist in the band) does nothing but shit on me and my life, making rumours and trying to turn fuckers against me just because I confronted her for literally trying to (and failing miserably) manipulate people into hating my girlfriend. [/RaNT]

well that there is fucking ungratefulness bearing its head. if i was in your shoes id just let them advertise their OWN band. besides are they any good?..or is a Damned if you do, Damned if you dont kinda situation? Damned if you do because its horrible music, or Damned if you dont because you'll have to listen to bitching for some time.

 

[rahvin]

NF: excitedddd, i just found out there's a Seelenschmerz Fest 2004, and the line up so far sounds promising enough with Diary of Dreams and Blutengel p) in it.

apparently, there's icon of coil, s.i.t.d., absurd minds and mesh playing as well. add to this that it's on a longer week-end than usual (29-30-31 october give way to the 1st of november, which is a holiday) and there's plenty of reasons to actually tolerate the rest of the bands (tristania? wtf?)

 

[lumitalvi]

My cold-medicine has made me feel shaky for two days.. I think I should not take them anymore. Typing is hard, and when I walk, everytime my foot touches the ground I fear I´ll fall down. Hmm.. must see what´s in those things when I go home tonite.

 

[King Chaos]

well that there is fucking ungratefulness bearing its head. if i was in your shoes id just let them advertise their OWN band. besides are they any good?..or is a Damned if you do, Damned if you dont kinda situation? Damned if you do because its horrible music, or Damned if you dont because you'll have to listen to bitching for some time.

They are very good to say they are new to there instruments and stuff. They're just twats baisically. His girlfriend is a little whore and he has the mental age of an 8 year old. Im just gonne get out of this friendship in a way that should sever all ties... By SEVERING THEIR HEADs... nah just kidding... about the heads thing... the rest is true...

NF: Tired for the first time in a long while. Im not used to the hours school is demanding from me.

 

[OnyxDragon98]

They are very good to say they are new to there instruments and stuff. They're just twats baisically. His girlfriend is a little whore and he has the mental age of an 8 year old. Im just gonne get out of this friendship in a way that should sever all ties... By SEVERING THEIR HEADs... nah just kidding... about the heads thing... the rest is true...

well its for the best right?..(severing heads of course j/k) it really seems to be mentally draining you..i made a note like 3 years ago to discontinue hanging with people who :

a) treat me like shit
b) are ungrateful for all i do
c) are just plain annoying

and by the way it looks..you got all 3 so..you know what to do

Nf: fine

 

[rahvin]

and by the way it looks..you got all 3 so..you know what to do

spikes. heads. walls.

 

[OnyxDragon98]

you learn quick rahvin

 

[King Chaos]

Ha, I'm oddly encouraged to destroy them now...

I'm just gonna leave em alone and block them from comunicating via the net with me. If they dont make a further effort to make a truce then they can bet they wont ever get another chance to be graced with my friendship *Ego swells due to own comments*.