Not-so-good-and-old "How do you feel" thread

[hyena]

@mag: well, I do envy you. All I do is work and wake up too late. I also have to go out to buy stuff because I have no food and, most importantly, i'm running out of coffee. And the mall closes in 1 hour, so I also need to be quick.

@arch: in the end, the quality of your website will leave people stunned. so you have to bear with their boring remarks until you're done, then you'll shut them up for good. especially if your website happens to have a "kill visitors" feature.

@rahvin: do. not. feel. bad. we're here for you.

nf: ow.

 

[Hiljainen]

NF: good, but partly sort of weird in a not good way

@rahvin: do. not. feel. bad. we're here for you.

this is true :/

 

[fireangel]

hyena: thanks for rep

Arch: I understand that kind of situation perfectly; I had such groups aswell. Take the time you need. Usually the good things need a while, some thoughts and re-thinking. As hyena said, let the result speak for itself and make everyone shut up.



Delirious: first of all sorry that I still didn´t check your page, but I will do. Big Promise. After all I am curious And it looked so cool!
About sharing bands, it would just be a bad result, if the bands where asked by different people from the same mag, because people have to work very close together in order to bring a sense in it, see? And I find that I can´t explain what I mean to the others, or just can´t, because they have their own ideas. I have a concept in my work, and I am not exactly a great teamworker, when it comes to working at the same topics. I rather then prefer having separate responsibilities and only the end-result together.

But actually I am looking for a fellow to share the metal-bands, preferably someone who has different interests than me (maybe an old-schooler), because there is enough to do and I even had to reject a Tiamat-Interview (!!!) for the pure lack of time. Have to make an "ad" in the german-metal forum soon. (no payment - in case someone expects getting rich and reads this. Just some CDs every now and then)

Concerning HIM: I`ll do that one day. I don´t know how yet, but anyway I think I`ll find a way. And nowadays I am not ready for doing this. I must be prepared as hell, and maybe meet the guys beforehand couple of times, because I want it to be the best HIM-interview ever made. (I can at least try, can´t I?!)


NF: alright. Got some work done.

 

[Naku ist krig]

NF: i have been confused for the whole day now and argh.. i am still sick. and tired. :/

 

[Arch]

@Hyena & Fireangel: Thanks for the support. Much appreciated!

 

[rahvin]

@kinglearhazard: who have you been confused with?



i'm losing trust in myself, and it's a vicious circle. i feel like something i do or say might be wrong or have solicited a bad reaction, then i start worrying about it and the worry becomes a weakness in itself, feeding new feelings of insecurity. it begins spiralling down and it gets harder to stop along the way. throughout the years i've faced enough rejection from family and other people to know there's probably no solid ground for this kind of behaviour on my part: my output is usually ok. yet in days like these i would need some confirmation of it.

 

[hyena]

@little hero: well, i'm the living proof that m... no. i'm the living proof that your output is usually ok. otherwise, i would have banned you out of my life a long ago. no, seriously, it's fine to worry about the reactions provoked by what you communicate. actually, and somehow contrary to what you might be thinking in this moment, it might be an asset, not a hindrance. if anything, it's a step towards becoming the co-author of the next slytherin communication manual: second-guessing oneself is a big part of seeing the world through other people's eyes, and as a consequence you'll be able to understand what makes other tick in a more thorough way. i guess this is especially good for a person like you, who is normally very self-assured.

@fireangel: just out of curiosity - how many hours per week do you devote to your job with the mag?

@arch: no prob.

@fuckhazard: the flu will go away. puberty, on the other hand, is going to stay with you a little more. so, decide what requires you to worry more.

nf: kind of ouch, because i only have 9 days left until the exam and i'm so convinced i should have started working far before than i actually did. in a word, i'm a bit ashamed of myself and i feel kind of superficial/noncredible.

 

[rahvin]

@little hero: well, i'm the living proof that m... no. i'm the living proof that your output is usually ok. otherwise, i would have banned you out of my life a long ago. no, seriously, it's fine to worry about the reactions provoked by what you communicate. actually, and somehow contrary to what you might be thinking in this moment, it might be an asset, not a hindrance. if anything, it's a step towards becoming the co-author of the next slytherin communication manual: second-guessing oneself is a big part of seeing the world through other people's eyes, and as a consequence you'll be able to understand what makes other tick in a more thorough way. i guess this is especially good for a person like you, who is normally very self-assured.

as it would have been clearer in spain, i see your point. my self-assuredness is not really so self-assured these days. it seems like i have but a couple of living proofs that my output is ok, and i can only communicate assiduously with you.

 

[hyena]

i can only communicate assiduously with you.

well, i can see the reason for your sadness. i wouldn't wish that upon anyone.

 

[rahvin]

well, i can see the reason for your sadness. i wouldn't wish that upon anyone.

i meant out of the waning 'living proof' clan. it's not really a reason for sadness, but i might want to bump my head against the wall a couple of times, and not because of you.


note: that's waning up there, ok? waning.

 

[fireangel]

hyena: hm, all hours? You see easily why I congratulated you to discipline that I don´t have.

And if your question aims at something else: well, yes, I intend to get paid for this one day. But additionally I have some more plans, so the devotedness to that work is not as silly as it may seem...


Anyways, for your exam: just don´t panic. Do study as good as you can and the evening before the exam: go to sleep early, because in awake constitution you´ll be more fit the next morning than you would have studied all the night before, too. Just my experience.

 

[Steve]

Feeling OK, but confused...

http://www.soyousa.com/products/proddesc.php?id=256

IDE Description

2 channels Parallel ATA IDE ports

4 channels Serial ATA IDE ports

What the fuck is the differenxe between a parallel IDE and a Serial IDE?
Looks like the board just has 2 IDE headers...

 

[Arch]

Feeling OK, but confused...

http://www.soyousa.com/products/proddesc.php?id=256

IDE Description

2 channels Parallel ATA IDE ports

4 channels Serial ATA IDE ports

What the fuck is the differenxe between a parallel IDE and a Serial IDE?
Looks like the board just has 2 IDE headers...

Serial ATA is a new kind of interface for hard drives (and maybe CDROMs in the future). Therefore, the connectors and cables aren't the same as the regular (parallel IDE) ones. The connection to the Serial ATA on the motherboard and hard drive is actually very small. With Serial ATA, you will need to buy a new hard drive that supports it. The prices are the same compared with the regular parallel ATA/IDE hard drives.

As for SOYO... I don't recommend them. They're on the low end of motherboard manufacturers. But if you're strapped for cash, then why not.

Hope that helps.

 

[rahvin]

it's a monday morning here in central europe, which makes it slightly better than sunday night, or afternoon. ten hours will go by and i'll still be sitting here waiting for all the things that traditionally never happen. can't say i'm feeling good.

 

[MagSec4]

The past several hours I've developed an intense pain in my back, between the neck and the shoulders, and I don't even know why. ..it's getting unbearable

 

[The Grand Wazoo]

Since I got up in the middle of a dream ( ) and I only realised after that that it was, yet again, monday..I decided to try not to take part in this fresh beginning of the week by conscience and doped myself with waaay too much coffee and omg my head feels so weird right now

 

[Child of Time]

My head feels wierd too, but in this way: :zombie: Life is a hard road if you're a caffeine teetotaller.

 

[MagSec4]

It's 6 am and I can't sleep because of the pain

 

[Child of Time]

Damn, Magsec, that sounds really bad. I hope it's nothing serious.

 

[rahvin]

i'm now feeling horrible. again.