Sophii
lil' rat
what the hell??
what happened to your old relationship, your old job and the artistic things you were doing before??
Good question. Just so I don't write my last 6 years in a fucking novel; it wasn't built to last. We couldn't communicate well, had trust issues of each other, and a lot of really bad shit that kept coming back to me. It didn't feel good, it felt parasitic.
On that note though, I'm much happier in my current relationship with who I've been with since March. Whats really cool to me is she's also transgender like I am. Its also a world's difference from my last relationship, and I'm learning to accept being helped out more emotionally since she's been pretty sincere about that. Its just weird to me to be so happy all the time now. Its pretty scary to me.
I got a better job so I don't end up killing myself (in dangerous work positions.)
I'm still working on art and music, but I lost a lot of interest in metal these days. A lot of what I write is more in vein with punk now.