The "What Are You Doing This Moment" Thread

[Blurry_Dreams]

Good question. Just so I don't write my last 6 years in a fucking novel; it wasn't built to last. We couldn't communicate well, had trust issues of each other, and a lot of really bad shit that kept coming back to me. It didn't feel good, it felt parasitic.

On that note though, I'm much happier in my current relationship with who I've been with since March. Whats really cool to me is she's also transgender like I am. Its also a world's difference from my last relationship, and I'm learning to accept being helped out more emotionally since she's been pretty sincere about that. Its just weird to me to be so happy all the time now. Its pretty scary to me.

the longest relationship i've ever been in was the woman that was beating the shit out of me with her guaranteed-to-be-unbreakable umbrella
so i know how horrible a bad relationship can be
congratulations on getting a better girlfriend

 

[no country for old wainds]

if you keep making posts of that quality i may actually unignore you.

i will of course immediately regret it and reignore you, but no need to think that far ahead.

 

[Sophii]

the longest relationship i've ever been in was the woman that was beating the shit out of me with her guaranteed-to-be-unbreakable umbrella
so i know how horrible a bad relationship can be
congratulations on getting a better girlfriend

Thank you man.
Yknow, it feels pretty different with being someone who is 7 years older than me. But we're very much the same in how we act and go about things. She's incredible. We've been watching Ghibli movies one night each weekend (tonight is gonna be Spirited Away.) We've been on and off playing Killer Instinct (both of our favorite fighting games) and currently she's really been into Dragon Quest Builders 2 and its been fun watching her play.

This has been the most positive I've felt in a long time, man. I felt like I was missing this for so long.

 

[Krigloch the Furious]

Constantly worn out.
Last day off was Monday the 21st
Don't have another until Thursday the 1st

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

https://www.wattpad.com/1091648874-story-outlines-for-lori-bell-the-ghost-killer-lori

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

@Terasophe
congratulations on getting an awesome girlfriend
hold onto this one
i could be sleeping in a bought-and-paid-for condo, no rent, no mortgage, but i just can't go back to living with the girl who was beating me with the guaranteed-to-be-unbreakable umbrella

and you really should write-out a memoir of how horrible your old girlfriend was, even if nobody reads it but yourself

 

[Sophii]

@Terasophe
congratulations on getting an awesome girlfriend
hold onto this one
i could be sleeping in a bought-and-paid-for condo, no rent, no mortgage, but i just can't go back to living with the girl who was beating me with the guaranteed-to-be-unbreakable umbrella

and you really should write-out a memoir of how horrible your old girlfriend was, even if nobody reads it but yourself

I would but while I have spite in me, I just can't justify in such a way that it would feel good.
I'd rather just write about myself, mushrooms, or transgender topics (so essentially writing about myself)

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

"writing about mushrooms"??
hahaha
that just somehow made me think of the Super Mario mushrooms

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

I would but while I have spite in me, I just can't justify in such a way that it would feel good.

it's good that you have this self-awareness of how much spite you have in you
so,
obviously i didn't actually mean to instantly-post an-online-rant that would somehow negatively affect your ex
but other people would have, and you have the self-awareness (and goodness) in you that you didn't do that

what i actually meant was something closer to journal-writing, something cathartic for you
and then eventually publishing it (as a fiction novel perhaps??) in some sort of way that doesn't actually negatively affect your ex

I'd rather just write about transgender topics

you should seriously consider making an account here
https://www.wattpad.com/user/BenjaminParker2
i made my account yesterday and it only took 1 min and they actually really encourage you to write LGBTQ content

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

what am i doing at this moment??

Well this is the internet and i live in a different continent to most of you, so I can say this shit.

Anyway, my thoughts on foot fetishism are this:

It's bad to open about it irl, because lots of people with gross feet will get excited, men see you as kind of queer somehow and a lot of very pretty women are funny about their feet being touched, they're scared of it for some reason, but with some sexual connotation, like the feet are an even more sacred pussy that's just for special or something.

re-reading ancient posts

 

[Slammed]

I would but while I have spite in me, I just can't justify in such a way that it would feel good.
I'd rather just write about myself, mushrooms, or transgender topics (so essentially writing about myself)

Never under estimate the therapeutic power of writing down spiteful words. I wrote 125K word novel about an ex boss of mine where I turned his wife into a sleezy, cheating whore and had him living in fear at the hands of his staff until he was driven to killing his wife. It was very therapeutic (and probably shit as far as books go) but while I still hate the guy and think he's the biggest cunt in this world I could now face him without wanting to rip his head off his shoulders.

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

Never under estimate the therapeutic power of writing down spiteful words. I wrote 125K word novel about an ex boss of mine where I turned his wife into a sleezy, cheating whore and had him living in fear at the hands of his staff until he was driven to killing his wife. It was very therapeutic (and probably shit as far as books go) but while I still hate the guy and think he's the biggest cunt in this world I could now face him without wanting to rip his head off his shoulders.

go put this 125K novel on
https://www.wattpad.com/user/BenjaminParker2
i acually want to read this
and it's really prolly better than the 2 pieces of crap i put up

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

@Bloopy
give @Terasophe advice here

 

[Slammed]

go put this 125K novel on
https://www.wattpad.com/user/BenjaminParker2
i acually want to read this
and it's really prolly better than the 2 pieces of crap i put up

Fuck wattpad it's a cess pit of wannabes who are too busy thinking they are going to get noticed to properly edit their own work. I don't want to be noticed, or properly edit what I've written.

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

i didn't mean to imply that wattpad was in anyway awesome
i just wanted to read the novel you wrote

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

at the moment i'm kinda creeped out by this thing
https://replika.ai/?utm_source=Facebook&utm_medium=Social&utm_campaign=[PLA]%20BOF%20-%20Website%20Funnel&utm_content=Visitors%203&fbclid=IwAR21uiG4gJj8WHG33pNxdVFCZeWEt45tSxoMCPeVTIuCVGY_uClIfBKlVHA

 

[CiG]

Jesus Christ your posts are like endless diarrhoea.

 

[Bloopy]

@Bloopy
give @Terasophe advice here

Like I said in the 'origins of human culture' thread, writing is a slow and laborious thing for me. I probably couldn't help but do some editing as I go as I'm better at that side of things. I doubt I'll be writing anything as long as a novel.

So I'd only write down things that seem useful for others to read. Years of bad shit, probably not. Any profound revelations you had in the process of overcoming shit or getting out of a situation, sure.

 

[Blurry_Dreams]

@Bloopy

i kinda feel like i just woke-up from a super-long-coma, not because i sometimes sleep for more than 12 hours when the meth wears off, but because some band that I've somehow never even heard of now somehow has a "greatest hits album", and it's weird to me, like how the fuck can you have a greatest hits album if I've never even fucking heard of you??

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greatest_Hits_(Waterparks_album)

there's been ads for this album on side of the abandoned building i gotta walk past when i go to the pink-haired-pastor