Hell Awaits Us All
New Metal Member
trying to understand why my left leg has been in excruciating pain all day today (when I walk)
I think I broke something
I think I broke something
It's your conscience.trying to understand why my left leg has been in excruciating pain all day today (when I walk)
I think I broke something
About to head to a wedding...
Free beer at the reception. It's Miller Lite and MGD on tap though
My outfit:
Blue Jeans
Black polo shirt
Black suit jacket
Police issue boots
Free beer at the reception. It's Miller Lite and MGD on tap though![]()
What was that? That was the worst attempt at flaming I've ever seen.
You sir are the faggot.i'm kind of disappointed in God, he could've called you a faggot with a little bit more subtlety than that
^ and being gay, Ender certainly knows all about flaming...jk, Ender's cool![]()
You sir are the faggot.Nobody talks to Ender this way and gets away w/ it!
That was probably sleep paralysis because I've had very similar things to what you've described and far worse.
And well I always get sleep paralysis, on a weekly basis, sometimes multiple times in one day or I can go maybe a week or two at best without it. And they are always accompanied by either a terrifyingly but real-feeling dream or a terrible nightmare with a harsher waking reality or a combination of the two. The second which is worse since at least with those nightmares, they stay in your head and not reality.
I've read up a bit on sleep paralysis and basically I will wake up with only the ability to move my eyes and absolutely nothing else. However, I apparently am not completely awake because my mind and my body is still dreaming so I can endure horrific hallucinations, or all-to-real 'attacks' which feel like absolute torture and not being able to move. Calling for help is useless as often I've tried, you cannot properly move your mouth and no sounds come out. Also, as I've experienced vision and hearing are both hazy so you can't really make use of either to distinguish what is really happening and what is all just your mind. It's like reality/dreamworld are one.
I've also been threatened numerous times by both dreams and these sleep paralysis attacks or whatever they are called, one time it felt as if my neck was being pushed to one side, my arm bending to the other side and the words I could hear a strange and angered voice saying "you stupid fuck." It's odd because you're not just paralyzed completely but you get this incredibly intense sensation throughout your body as if you're going on a roller coaster and a very overwhelming feeling like someone is harming you phsycially, mentally, emotionally. Also these are usually indicated that they will happen in your dreams, because you'll start to begin to notice little things in your dream that are 'different' or malicious and the dream will progressively get worse and then as you awake.
Lots of other horrible and far worse stuff as well, like last night's where the sleep paralysis 'attack' happened three consecutive times, I wouldn't necessarily say its painful but its just fucked...I should probably get this checked out, I've been getting it really bad since March.![]()