Nothing. Fuck the opposite sex i'm officially done.
I meet the greatest female(nothing is better than her) and we start fooling around and we're just perfect and everything is great and than she calls telling me she's having feelings for her EX boyfriend who she dumped who has feelings for her still and how she thought she did not and had feelings for me YADDA. I'm upset and she started getting upset,etc... and everything goes from being mutual to not and really thought we were in it together. It's really just me hearing something shitty that did not expect and it does not matter what I feel anymore and everything is going to be based on her.
I can't do this shit. I swear everytime I meet a female she makes me feel like shit and I literally want to die and know she does not feel nearly as bad as I do.
She's like I like you both so much blah blah blah and i'm so sorry, what the fuck whatever and she thinks we're going to hang out in a few days and it's not happening because everything is not going to be fine for me anyways.
fucking bullshit.
Why do I feel why do I care why am I here.
I was so happy lately until tonight.
I wish I never met her and should just kill myself.