Wow, probably the first time I've ever seen you talk about your feelingsBeen like, subclinically depressed over much of my spring semester due to schoolwork load + life load (basically overloaded) but finally busting out of it. Getting a lot of shit done across the board and feeling pretty damn content the last couple weeks. Today sort of encapsulated the shift to a more wholesome feeling.
Never really occurred to me to consider "mushroom life" a feasible lifestyle, but hallucinogens don't agree with me so I wouldn't know
Well 40 isn't a normal occurance. Just if I happen to go out. I'll smoke my usual 15-20 during the day and then I can get through a pack on the night out. When I quit smoking I did notice that my hangovers were far less severe, though. Another reason to kick in the filthy habit. Also, after quitting and starting again I can no longer smoke normal cigarettes, they disgust me. I can only smoke menthols which is weird.
I think I'll give vaping a shot.
My wife tried vaping, patches and hypnosis and ended up going cold turkey. The problem with vaping that I've seen is that you just become obsessed with vaping and the machines and the flavours and end up having more of a habit than before, albeit a more healthy one.
I'm certainly no spokesman for "the weed life" (I mostly smoked alone), but since weed's a psychedelic and not a "body high" like alcohol I wouldn't associate the word "fun" with it as much. More like fantasy-chasing, pseudo-spirituality, and being super immersed in visual/aural experiences.
I hate tv.
I hate tv.

Why the fuck would you do thati checked out against medical advice.
Why the fuck would you do that