Warning: Emo thread (or not)
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Conspicuously Absent
Linguistically Confused
I discovered by accident the gigantic image in dill's sig is his myspace and from there for hers, reading her rant to get her side 
Reign in Acai
Of Elephant and Man
Now that the laughter has subsided let me voice my opinion on this whole ugly ordeal.
Deadfly why the fuck are you here? It is to my understanding that you were the one to let Dill go in the first place, correct? So why not just move on to another man purse and leave dill be with his hot blonde, who does not sound half as much of a pain in the ass as you are?
"Ohhh honey I think we need time a part, the relationship just isn't what it used to be when I would doll myself up all nice to impress you. Who would of thought that your love was so shallow that it fell to the wayside once I began walking around the house in sweatpants that covered my 2 day stubble."
Fucking aye woman! What were your motives with my boy Dill? To break his heart, leave him a wreckage of flesh, and then expect to pick up the pieces days later all by saying "oh I made a mistake, tee hee." He should be a reigning example to you. Get your shit together and move on. Stop wallowing in the past. I'm sure there were emotions at the start, but after awhile he more than likely was just sticking with you out of sentimentality and comfort. Hey some people don't go looking for change, but when they are shoved in to it, they welcome it with open arms. Don't look down on yourself. You gave dill the greatest gift you could give a man for 2 years of faithful service. You set him free!!!!
Deadfly why the fuck are you here? It is to my understanding that you were the one to let Dill go in the first place, correct? So why not just move on to another man purse and leave dill be with his hot blonde, who does not sound half as much of a pain in the ass as you are?
"Ohhh honey I think we need time a part, the relationship just isn't what it used to be when I would doll myself up all nice to impress you. Who would of thought that your love was so shallow that it fell to the wayside once I began walking around the house in sweatpants that covered my 2 day stubble."
Fucking aye woman! What were your motives with my boy Dill? To break his heart, leave him a wreckage of flesh, and then expect to pick up the pieces days later all by saying "oh I made a mistake, tee hee." He should be a reigning example to you. Get your shit together and move on. Stop wallowing in the past. I'm sure there were emotions at the start, but after awhile he more than likely was just sticking with you out of sentimentality and comfort. Hey some people don't go looking for change, but when they are shoved in to it, they welcome it with open arms. Don't look down on yourself. You gave dill the greatest gift you could give a man for 2 years of faithful service. You set him free!!!!
Conspicuously Absent
Linguistically Confused
reading the rant has shed some light on this, but i'm still sticking with my opinion of dill.
edit: and no fucking way am I linking that, I found it by accident, and that would just spread a whole other shitwar to this. if he/she wants it posted they can. it's not my place
edit: and no fucking way am I linking that, I found it by accident, and that would just spread a whole other shitwar to this. if he/she wants it posted they can. it's not my place
Reign in Acai
Of Elephant and Man
Jenni the untold story.
I was wondering why there were quite a few page views today and I was wondering why more people than usual were looking at my blog entries, now I know. I know on my profile that I said I wasn't going to be talking about my feelings because they are private between Dill and I.
But now I feel so many things - shocked, angry, dispointed, confused but most of all I am hurt. I am hurt that you could do this to me, I know on Thursday that I said that I felt that it was in our best interest to split up and that we would both would ultimately gain from this break up, eventhough it would hurt at first. I thought I was holding you back from going to manchester and that you would achive more much faster without me. On Thursday night I didn't sleep and I sat up and thought about us and about things for hours. After thinking I really thought that we could work things out I didn't want it to end and I thought that maybe you could go to manchester whilst I finished my degree and that I could join you after I graduated. I looked on the S.S.R site and found details of open days I looked at train times and prices and thats when I rang you.
I was full of hope but you said that, 'you needed time to get your head sorted,' and 'needed time to sort things out.' 'Give me a week,' you said when we spoke on MSN that night. I was ok with that.
But I thought you said I need to get my head sorted, I thought you said you needed time and that we should have a week and talk. not that you were planning to get-off with someone you first night out as a singleton.
It's been three days, how can you get over me so fast, was our two year relationship really that meaningless?? When I told you that I had taken my pictures down because I was too upset to look at them you said that seems harsh - well at least I didn't go to a club and get off with someone. because that to me that seems harsh.
I am hurt and angry that you have done that I thought we said that you didn't want to hurt me. Because I certainly didn't want to hurt you. Ada invited me out yesterday I said no because I was getting my head sorted. Just imagine if I had have gone and you do seen that?? But then I suppose you weren't thinking of me were you.
I want to scream at you but if you don't even respect me enough not to hurt me like that then I suppose the only person it would hurt would be me.
And the fact that you told me by text/MSN so frank and emotionless hurts even more. The fact that you would kiss her in the Canal Club, the one place that I am certain to know most people there...I feel like a fool because everyone knew before me.
I am just lucky I have such good friends - I know they are a phone call away and they are willing to help me through this and give me time to work this through.
I have packed up your stuff and the Opeth tickets that I bought you are included in this, I am sure it won't take you long to rack your brains to think of someone else to take. But don't expect me to be able to see you yet though, this is going to take me a while. Maybe we can be friends in the future and one day we will know that are better off, but thats not going to be soon.
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I was feeling ok, but little things keep setting me back, stupid things like Dill changing his number one to his new girlfriend (ok I changed him in my top friends ranking but it is the fact that my top friend is now my sister and his is the new girl) Little comments that people have left on his myspace page hoping that he is really happy now he has someone new - these things don't help and they were from people I thought were friends, maybe I was wrong...maybe I am taking things to seriously, who knows!! All I know is that these little things give me a pain in my heart that really hurts. I guess I shouldn't be looking at things like this, but I am a sucker for punishment!!!
I went out with my friends for a drink and a dance yesterday night and I want to thank them for pulling me from the brink when I welled up, I want to thank them for holding my hand, touching my leg and generally showing me that they are there for me, it is the bad times that show you who cares so to those guys and generally to most people that I saw that gave me a hug or simply just listened when I regaled them with the story of how my heat has taken a severe beating. Thank you. (it was alos nice for those people who I considered 'Dill's Friends' to give me a hug and make me feel a bit better.)
Life for me at the moment is not really good but there are people that are helping and generally pushing me in the right direction. Moving on and trying to get over my regrets.
Although there are set backs and it hasn't even been a week since he got together with Amy. The truth is I am feeling a little better than I was on Sunday night! Can I be friends with Dill again?? probably, but not just yet. Can I deal with his new relationship. definately not just yet.
But, have I got a good support network of amazing friends and family to help me through? - Yes.
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I was wondering why there were quite a few page views today and I was wondering why more people than usual were looking at my blog entries, now I know. I know on my profile that I said I wasn't going to be talking about my feelings because they are private between Dill and I.
But now I feel so many things - shocked, angry, dispointed, confused but most of all I am hurt. I am hurt that you could do this to me, I know on Thursday that I said that I felt that it was in our best interest to split up and that we would both would ultimately gain from this break up, eventhough it would hurt at first. I thought I was holding you back from going to manchester and that you would achive more much faster without me. On Thursday night I didn't sleep and I sat up and thought about us and about things for hours. After thinking I really thought that we could work things out I didn't want it to end and I thought that maybe you could go to manchester whilst I finished my degree and that I could join you after I graduated. I looked on the S.S.R site and found details of open days I looked at train times and prices and thats when I rang you.
I was full of hope but you said that, 'you needed time to get your head sorted,' and 'needed time to sort things out.' 'Give me a week,' you said when we spoke on MSN that night. I was ok with that.
But I thought you said I need to get my head sorted, I thought you said you needed time and that we should have a week and talk. not that you were planning to get-off with someone you first night out as a singleton.
It's been three days, how can you get over me so fast, was our two year relationship really that meaningless?? When I told you that I had taken my pictures down because I was too upset to look at them you said that seems harsh - well at least I didn't go to a club and get off with someone. because that to me that seems harsh.
I am hurt and angry that you have done that I thought we said that you didn't want to hurt me. Because I certainly didn't want to hurt you. Ada invited me out yesterday I said no because I was getting my head sorted. Just imagine if I had have gone and you do seen that?? But then I suppose you weren't thinking of me were you.
I want to scream at you but if you don't even respect me enough not to hurt me like that then I suppose the only person it would hurt would be me.
And the fact that you told me by text/MSN so frank and emotionless hurts even more. The fact that you would kiss her in the Canal Club, the one place that I am certain to know most people there...I feel like a fool because everyone knew before me.
I am just lucky I have such good friends - I know they are a phone call away and they are willing to help me through this and give me time to work this through.
I have packed up your stuff and the Opeth tickets that I bought you are included in this, I am sure it won't take you long to rack your brains to think of someone else to take. But don't expect me to be able to see you yet though, this is going to take me a while. Maybe we can be friends in the future and one day we will know that are better off, but thats not going to be soon.
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I was feeling ok, but little things keep setting me back, stupid things like Dill changing his number one to his new girlfriend (ok I changed him in my top friends ranking but it is the fact that my top friend is now my sister and his is the new girl) Little comments that people have left on his myspace page hoping that he is really happy now he has someone new - these things don't help and they were from people I thought were friends, maybe I was wrong...maybe I am taking things to seriously, who knows!! All I know is that these little things give me a pain in my heart that really hurts. I guess I shouldn't be looking at things like this, but I am a sucker for punishment!!!
I went out with my friends for a drink and a dance yesterday night and I want to thank them for pulling me from the brink when I welled up, I want to thank them for holding my hand, touching my leg and generally showing me that they are there for me, it is the bad times that show you who cares so to those guys and generally to most people that I saw that gave me a hug or simply just listened when I regaled them with the story of how my heat has taken a severe beating. Thank you. (it was alos nice for those people who I considered 'Dill's Friends' to give me a hug and make me feel a bit better.)
Life for me at the moment is not really good but there are people that are helping and generally pushing me in the right direction. Moving on and trying to get over my regrets.
Although there are set backs and it hasn't even been a week since he got together with Amy. The truth is I am feeling a little better than I was on Sunday night! Can I be friends with Dill again?? probably, but not just yet. Can I deal with his new relationship. definately not just yet.
But, have I got a good support network of amazing friends and family to help me through? - Yes.
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Conspicuously Absent said:
I am not trying to attack him, all I really wanted to do was alert people to my name so if they wanted to/could be bothered to they could investigate how I felt about things. As a girly I love having two sides of a story. But I also understand that this is his place to vent and be a bit manly but I just felt some things he said hurt. Simple as that really.
And who ever said that about setting him free i think thats right as well, he hadn't been happy for months and he had always flirted with his new girlfriend - it just doesn't stop me hurting until I get a new dick!!
Henrik Main
Hello
I swear I've never laughed at an internet thread before, but I started to fucking giggle like a little girl when I read this thread (after dead_fly entered the stage). Beyond fantastic!
No offense to anyone involved, dill is actually one of my favourite posters on RC, but this is too hilarious
No offense to anyone involved, dill is actually one of my favourite posters on RC, but this is too hilarious
Erik
New Metal Member
Conspicuously Absent
Linguistically Confused
dead_fly said:
fair enough, don't forget, i'm the care crew commander. The least manly/metal fellow here or something like that, haha, i dunno.
So I just take it upon myself to defend the weak and innocent and downtrodden or some crap like that.
Sounds like in time you two could be friends once more and still be happy with going your seperate relationship ways
Reign in Acai
Of Elephant and Man
lurch70 said:i am willing to bet this ordeal will bring them back together
make-up sex !!!
Threesome, you forgot about the blonde. Jenni do you muff dive? I'm sure Dill's down for a pyonggang.
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Thanatopsis123
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dead_fly said:it just doesn't stop me hurting until I get a new dick!!
You can have mine. I don't use it anyway.
Reign in Acai said:
I have been know to make-out with girls sometimes but never had the pleasure of a good old carpet munch, maybe in time i will become tired of men and there hurtful ways and go over to the darkside....
Mormagil
bring back the corvee
lurch70 said:
well it used to say 'we have been going out two years my longest relationship ever' hardly an acurate statement now! I couldn't think of anything else to put!!
Conspicuously Absent
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