i'm as emo as it gets, really.
major depression looms all the time because of my father's health and the dire perspectives (what am i going to do about my mom afterwards? should i move her here? how? could i live knowing that she's on her own 700km from here?).
dreams: i win. some days ago i dreamt i was at a pub where i used to go when i was a student, and where i've solved many of life's dilemmas with a friend of mine. the topic of the conversation in my dream was 'how important should be the ability of resisting in extremely stressful situations when choosing a partner?', which of course is a spinoff of the depression above... and i was discussing it with president putin of russia. i'm sure he gave me great advice, but i forgot upon waking up.
major depression looms all the time because of my father's health and the dire perspectives (what am i going to do about my mom afterwards? should i move her here? how? could i live knowing that she's on her own 700km from here?).
dreams: i win. some days ago i dreamt i was at a pub where i used to go when i was a student, and where i've solved many of life's dilemmas with a friend of mine. the topic of the conversation in my dream was 'how important should be the ability of resisting in extremely stressful situations when choosing a partner?', which of course is a spinoff of the depression above... and i was discussing it with president putin of russia. i'm sure he gave me great advice, but i forgot upon waking up.