i should study for a test this friday, point is, i won't know if i'll actually have this test till tuesday, or maybe tomorrow if my friends that live in the town where i study will go to uni for an "informative tour". obviously i can't start to study from tuesday, it's already late now. and i can't get myself to understand anything. the fact that there are 80% of chances that i won't have the test turns my brain into an uncontrollable gaseous state.
shouldn't i be supposed to have some control over myself?