*takes deep breath*
after my immature post at the NP thread i'd like to announce that in the woods... indeed rule... once again they've managed to create this wonderful feeling of wanting more and more and more inside me..... you know what,i think i'll keep listening to In the woods... until i die (hope i won't die tomorrow though
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okey,okey, after making a clown of myself i'd like to say that despite the fact that i'm very busy lately,i feel very nice,very active full of life & excitement....and of course some stress -inevitable-...
Finally,i've decided i want to be a psychologist,psychotherapist,psychosth anyway....my degree is coming soon (in 7 months i hope) and even though i feel a bit stressed about what will come afterwards and how eactly i will make it, i feel new opportunities are coming
I'm very glad i feel that way,cause last year i had started really questioning if i really want to be a shrink....
anyway,there is something else i also desire....and i think that whenever i have enough money & time i'll do it..... For now,i'll enjoy the way to being a shrink
& most probably the road to learning more foreign languages
Shit,i'm feeling so optimistic & strong about it...it is almost peculiar...... I'm also done with this project i was preparing.The teacher seemed to like it a lot....:hotjump:
But anyway,who cares about my studying-rant......The important is that things are going nice,that i've started believing in myself again,that i think i can still make some people proud & happy of me...that feel i have things to give... above all that a big change will happen in my life soon........I'm very happy about it
Also,i returned home the other day and my dad had a present for me
super unusual of him and for this and some other reasons it made me feel nice....
~mel~ ( pratkvarn
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