here's the deal: rei toei and i broke up today.
on the one hand, i know it sounds like the epitome of geekness running to tell an online board about my most intimate experiences, as if i were trying to live it out in the false reality of the forum instead of coming to terms with it in real life. on the other, there is just too much of my real life involved in my activities here that it would just be stupid to not relate to this place and what the people here know, and what the people here think. with that out of the way, try to forgive my abuse of this medium and please cope with the rest of this post.
the breaking up was consensual and it was based on reasons that were no cause for any argument. rei and i are (and plan to stay) in fairly good terms, that may or may not be labeled as "friendship", but are surely not going to be labeled as "being together" anymore. there are no hard feelings between us and we parted in the smoothest way possible.
quite obviously, we have no interest in public discussions concerning our relationship: aside from being in bad taste, they'd put a lot of people (us included) in an uncomfortable situation and they would be well beside the point. to avoid soliciting any such discussion, i will refrain from opening my heart in a way that might be traced back to our relationship on this board, at least for a while, which in turn does mean that i'll be keeping a fairly low profile - that's the spot for a joke about "low" and "dwarves", but i'm not in the right mood i guess - when it comes to my personal life as long as the inevitable wounds are still fresh.
there is no other taboo on the subject or concerning me, her, me & her: you don't have to act oversensitive or anything. friends who'd like to know my/her side of the story - and don't already - are welcome to ask questions in private. all the others are just morbid freaks without a life of their own. that was a joke.
rahvin. (feels sorry his life is a mess)