Fucking emos all over these forums as of recent..man up PLEASE!
Sure, I have no clue what exactly is causing this depression, but I have had a long history with depression myself back in the days, but hey guess what..they were times of complete waste..whenever I feel down (which is a natural feeling) I battle it..you have to be a man one of these days..a man does not feel sorrow, he merely brushes it off! Take a long hard look at yourself in the mirror and think to yourself: "Am I going to whine about my state on a message forum and listen to some mellow music, or am I going to fucking not give a goddamn shit about wtv the fuck it is that is bothering me and move on with a smile on my face?"
In fact there is a dude on this very board I remember that has cancer, and I sure as hell don't see him bitching, I admire him a great deal and I think his strength is unmatched..I usually don't fuck around when it comes to depression revolving death (whether that be close family or person in question about to die) for it is something that shouldn't be completely ignored and brushed off, but at the same time it should not be dwelled upon either, just let time heal those wounds