About to hit the store booze it up and DROWN. I have a cold which is almost gone and just took a shower. So much snot came out of my nose that am pretty sure it was some of my brain. It was so fucked up. Besides that am hacking because am drinking and smoking a lot. I'm hoping my brain is officially turning to mush and shuts down. Lately my mind is consumed by nothing but bullshit. I can't make sense of anything at all anymore. Truth,Lies,Meaning,Truth,Lies,Meaning. I can't. no more