Feeling incredibly low, it's weird as hell to finally get to a point where "a few drinks" is something that needs careful consideration but that's where I've found myself.
Again boredom and a certain attitude along with reclusiveness born from a certain way of thinking that somehow I am better than others, and then it comes to a head, so sick of waking and and trying to piece together hours that I cannot recall and thinking that I am not 'that' person I try to be or become at all Infact far from it.
I am a quiet socially awkward person not some big tough metalhead.Thankfully I haven't killed anyone on the roads