@Siren: *hugs*
You feel my agony, I feel idari's..This is a nice and soothing chain!
@İdari: Forbearance is the f*cin' key in this bloody situation. My heart became calloused now. It is not bleeding anymore... It formed a crust. The fire that was burning in me turned out to be ashes. Time is the only remedy... I wish her painless times and a real miracle, or hope all those to be your nightmare, you will wake up, and see the reality, and be happy....