there's two more issues i better express my views on. and since this is by far the most checked-out thread on this forum, and the one where the majority of the drama takes place, i'll post it here where all will read it.
- about caelestia's thread with my phone number and a request to send love: it wasn't removed because i don't want my cellphone # to be public, and it wasn't removed because i wanted to be left alone. i had no idea what i wanted, just like now, so i wasn't opposed to anything in particular. i took it off because i preferred possible specific information about my state not to be on the front page of a public board which is still about a metal band, and not me. li couldn't have known that in advance, and she acted out of caring and love. it was quite unnecessary to fight over ownership of my dead body (so medieval! should my bones also be delivered envelopped in my house's banner?), but you've all been very kind just the same. as for my infamous number, it's true that it's not the wisest thing to post it on a public board, but i'm not concerned with that - or anything else, to be honest - so here it comes: +393391363253. you can contact me whenever you like, for any reason. i never turn it off and i never sleep. i'm also not really afraid of sworn enemies to grab hold of it and abuse it, because my enemies already have it.
- the way you guys interact with n00bs such as dreamcell. here again i understand that some of you do what they do out of loyalty and care, and i also understand that not everybody here shares the same mental age, but i suggest you take a look at yourself before raising your head above sea level. this board is full of - technically - old users who chat for pages about things nobody else can understand or cares about, winking as if they had a very bad nervous twitch and flirting like elks during mating season. if any n00b doesn't instantly get that it's better not to post 5 messages in a row because we're all old people and scrolling makes our poor wrists tired, try to suggest or tolerate before you get all smug. all it took for you to be regulars here was a working computer, a working internet connection, and the patience to tell us daily that you were depressed while eating two pomegranates. this doesn't make you better or wiser people. the mastery of this board's few simple rules doesn't either.
@li: you've been more than patient, you've stopped my hand before it did some very stupid things.
