The circumstances have been dire. I don't know for sure, but he probably killed himself. He was a fun, loving person but had been plagued by personal troubles. His father died at 46 when he was 18 from complications related to alcoholism. Over the decades he too succumbed to the disease. His mother had also been very cruel to him in a number of ways and he grew to hate her. The last couple of weeks he had also I believe been taking anti-depressants. Then today in a service in memory of him while a relative was up on the podium my cousin from San Antonio spoke up that he had a conversation with my him 1-2 years ago and he told us that my deceased cousin imagined or believed that he aswell was going to die the same age his father died, 46. He died at 46. He also died the day of his brother's birthday. He also attented our family's church service the night he died, which he had been attending for 3 months prior to his death, and they couldn't find the particular song entitled Hallelujah he wanted to sing. Today at his service was played that song in memory of him.
I was the last person to talk to him minutes before he jumped the median on the highway into oncoming traffic. I talked to him at 12:03am and I heard today he was hit around 12:20am. He answered the phone and was extremely intoxicated, cursing, but asking me to pick him up. I asked where he was, but he gave a reply of both to drunk to know where he was but also stubborn and determined to continue with his final decision. His brother's daughter also talked to him 30 minutes before me and, even with all the love he has for her, refused to tell her where he was. She told me she also heard dogs barking in the background
There are still soo many questions, and I'm not sure whether this was suicide or a intoxicated man frustrated with life wandering aimlessly through the night.