Pretty much just staring at the walls, as I have been doing for the past few days. On Thursday night, I found out that my best friend took his own life. Last Saturday, he asked me if I wanted to go out to this 80s night that we like going to at this club out here. I told him I was too exhausted to go out that night. He texted me later and said that I should come out because it was going to be pretty awesome. That was the last thing I heard from him. He shot himself the next day. He had been depressed for a long time and something in him seemed to change these past few weeks, but I couldn't comprehend that he would actually do anything like this. He was only 24.
Anyway, it's turned my life upside down. I've been unable to function since I heard about it. I hope you're all doing well.